love is unconditional,unpredictable,unexpected,uncontrolable and unbearable

2 is better than 1?

2011-09-07T00:58:00.000+08:00

Ok it's middle of the night and I'm blogging WTF right?
Well my maths finals is tomorrow and seriously I don't wanna fail this
I don't know why but when it comes to number when I don't understand I don't wanna learn it anymore
Guess this time I really have to buck up and do right.
Well this blog is dead anyway is just a way for me to say my heart out
Recently somebody came into my life and I got to admit, she is not someone that I expected I would fall for,
but I did and I fall hard the problem is,she is attached and I just don't know our relationship progress to
more than friends but not more than that. It really hit me hard but I don't wanna give her up
She is something that I want to hold on forever but I don't want her to be torn between me and and the bf
Sigh... I don't know why but somehow I felt like she feel the same way as I did or I just over perasan-ed again
Well we keep arguing bout stuff but sometimes I felt like she is avoiding me for something
I feel that I should give up soon because of this cause after all I'm the third party in this relationship.
Well its 1.07am now and I gonna get back to my maths.
Till next time my blog,you are my only reader here anyway =)

sincerely,
Alex

Presentation Again and Again

2011-08-02T16:51:00.003+08:00

Phew finally done with one presentation left 2 more!!How I wish it will be over within this week but too bad I got basic english the week after =( Luckily tomorrow will be critical thinking presentation,hopefully I will be prepared enough to get some decent score. God haven't feel so nervous for presentation since form 6 now gotta repeat all over again.

On the plus side well my leg at least is healing a little by little now.Hopefully can be healed by end of this month?I miss basketball alot xD class started will blog again soon

Ciaos,

Alex

Epic fail

2011-07-27T16:27:00.002+08:00

The post will be started off with a loud sighhhhh I failed mathematics again

I don't know when but lately I am damn emotional about stuff

The minute my mum calls me my tears started to flow already I don't even know why

I felt like I let my mum down with these results as she is working hard to support me study

and the only thing I know she hope for now is for me to get a good result and I couldn't achieve it

am I a useless son?I used to not care bout my results and now I'm crying over a test!Even in Stpm I didn't cry and now......haizzz I feel so sorry for my mum whom work hard to support this stupid son which take everything for granted.I'm sorry mum but I failed you again and again =(

My mathematic teacher is awesome

2011-07-25T14:47:00.002+08:00

My mathematics teacher is awesome till everyone doesn't care bout what she is teaching and doing their own work ==! Worst part of it I don't get any of her teaching, I'm in trouble now.Hopefully will own enough pointers to keep me afloat in Foundation.

Make over

2010-03-08T22:07:00.002+08:00

well i just deleted everything from the previous blog layout and now,unfortunately i'm stuck lol...dont know what to do next any ideas???
Will start blogging back soon people

pissed off

2009-09-17T20:52:00.003+08:00

Well not much to explain except it's pretty darn obvious that we all are so pissed off at the results.1st of all is it fair for everyone that people vote not by talent but by the colour of their skin??
2nd is it fair for everyone to let someone that is bad at social skills be a president?
3rd is it fair for everyone if your love one is the previous president you will get a post in a society?

Nothing much that I care but really is it fair for all of us?
I felt like there is no justice being serve here but to be fair some of them deserved it
But some of them...well... not that deserving...
but what the heck it's already being done and the future seems to be a darkess black hole i'm gonna see...maybe i'm just ranting or i'm a sore loser whatever....
but I think some of them are more deserving than them
Well maybe that fair for them...but NOT fair for us
let's just see what you guys can do for us and we will let the time tell
There goes my plan for next year and this year as well
Might as well be a nerd and study study study if that can get you postition

Oh ya...thanks for the guys and girls that vote for me...appreciate it but too bad someone else won it 'fair and square'

I'm back!!

2009-06-23T18:16:00.003+08:00

It's been two months since my last post.I know I'm lazy xD but what to do my homeowork is still waiting for my pens attention my driving is still ...... and my computer really gets on my nerves so now only decided to post up the last chapter of my story which i find it hard to finish it.More post ill be coming up sooner or later ahhaha

"See? Andy likes you! He just wants to keep the relationship just as friends! All cool with you?"
"Yes.." she said softly. Justin took her hand and walked away with her.
"You all right, now?"
"Yeah!" she nodded. "But he only wants us to be friends! because I'm a nerd!"
"Michelle! Why don't you ever think about me? You know he's a jerk! Why do you mope around for that! So what, if he doesn't like you! Everyone is different, Michelle. To my eyes, you are a beauty. You can't always think about him! There are other guys out there for you! Not just Andy and me! I really don't want to see you like this."
"Justin! Do you really love me?"
"I don't think I need to answer that!" They stared at each other for a long time.
"Justin!" She tried to push him away and he staggered a little.
"Michelle! answer this for me! do you love me?"
"Justin, I never intended to be your girlfriend. I just want to be your friend."
"Oh, I see! you're treating me like how Andy treated you. You don't want to be my girlfriend because I'm way different than you. You don't want to be my girlfriend because I'm better looking than you and you're afraid that people will jeer you because of that. Well, you know what? I don't care about any of that!" And with that, he grabbed her and locked her lips into his. After a while, he moved away.
"Oh, you really do love me!" She hugged him.
"But, Michelle! do you still have feelings for him?"
"Yes! I always have, and always will."
"Do you want to be pretty? Like those girls over there?" Justin pointed to a group of girls. They all had big hoop earrings and what Michelle noticed was that they did not have any thick glasses like her. Michelle nodded. She was pretty ashamed about it.
"It's all right, Michelle. All girls want to be good looking. Even they were ugly once. Everyone is."
"Really?"
"Sure! I used to act like a girl once. I always thought about my appearance, my clothes, and my hair ; just like a girl."
"Haha! That's funny!"
"It's good to see you laugh. Now, Michelle. I'll help you become pretty'. Then will you be happy?"
"I don't know. I've never been attractive in my life.." she said innocently.
"Well, it's time you are!"
"OK! we'll start off with your hair. It's nice and curly. I don't think it's right to put it up in a hairdo or anything. Something needs to go with it. And I have just the perfect thing."
"What is it?"
"Michelle! we need to pierce your ears."
"WHAT?!"
"AAAAAAAHHH! OUCH!"
"Well, that wasn't so bad! right?"
"Yeah right," Michelle said, rubbing her ears. "Justin, it's even painful to touch my ears!"
"Then just leave them alone before you get an infection!"
"All right! Geez!"
"Now, we need to focus on your clothes. You can't always have a blouse with a tight sweater squeezed over it, you know. It looks like our school has a dress code. You should have a shirt with a miniskirt. That would look good on you."
"OK! now that we have all the clothes and jewelry, all we need to fix are your glasses. We need contacts for your eyes."
"How are we going to do that?"
"I know someone who can get us contacts. I knew my eye doctor for a long time. He can help us with it."
"So you want to give her contacts for these glasses?"
"Yeah. Can you help us?" "Well! the lens are really thick! You must be studying really hard, student," he
looked at Michelle. She smiled and nodded.
"So! will you take them?"
"Yeah, I guess. I really like the design. It can be a display. And whoever wants it, can get it. All right, let's get you some contacts."
"That was pretty easy, right, Michelle?"
"But it's pretty weird not pushing up some glasses every 10 seconds."
"Haha. But your new blue eyes look marvelous."
"Wait a minuet! You got blue contacts? BLUE?!"
"Yeah. And the extra pair is just regular hazel... the same color as your eyes."
"I want the hazel ones. I don't want to be a weirdo."
"No. Don't you want to be matching with Andy? Andy has blue contacts, too, you know!"
"Fine!" Michelle pouted. But Justin knew inside she was happy. He knew he was going to have to let go of her.
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On Monday, Justin brought Michelle to school. Everyone gathered around them and agreed that Justin and the new beautifull girl was a good couple. Justin put his arm around Michelle and took her to Andy.
"What up, man? Who's the chick?" Andy asked.
"You'll never know."
"So tell me!"
"You want to tell him, girl?" Justin asked Michelle.
"H-h-h-Hi! I'm Michelle." Justin and Michelle smiled when they heard him gasp.
"The! the nerdy! nerdy girl?"
"The same, Andy! the same."
"Can I talk to you, Justin?" Andy took Justin away from Michele. "Dude, what the hell is happening here? That's not Michelle, right?"
"It is Michelle! How can you live like that? How can you live with one spontaneous idea stuck in your head? Can't you ever think about Michelle being beautiful and attractive?"
"Well! no."
"See? I knew this was a bad idea. But she loves you! Can't you believe that? And I love her! so I'm letting her go to the one jerk she loves. Peace, man," and with that, Justin walked away. "Good luck, Michellee." He stuffed his hands into his pants pockets. He tried to stop the tears from streaming down his face. Michelle! if you love him that much! I'll let you go. I hope that jackass won't hurt you. Justin think at his mind
"So! You're Michelle! The one I rejected?"
"Umm! Yeah."
"Well! I've thought about it, but I think I want you to be my girlfriend."
"Your girlfriend?"
"Yeah." Michelle couldn't believe her ears. Thank you, Justin. "So! do you accept?"
"Of course I do! It's always been my dream!"
"Gosh! you have pretty weird dreams! Hey, you look cold. Here." Andy took off his sweater and wrapped it over Michelle. Michelle was so happy she was crying. Andy wiped her tears and comforted her.
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After school, Michelle called Justin to thank him.
"Hello?"
" Justins! Thank you so much! It went so well between Andy and me!"
"That's! that's great, Michelle."
" I owe it all to you. Let's go out for lunch or something sometime. I'll pay." Michelle sounded so happy.
"Michelle, I don't think that'll be possible."
" Why not?"
"I'm leaving! to England."
" What about your parents? Why are you going? How are you going? I just don't believe this!"
"My parents were dead a long time ago, Michelle. I have enough money to get on a plane to England."
" But! what about me? I thought you loved me!"
"Yes, I do. But you're in love with someone else and I don't want to burden you. I want you to be happy with the one you love and not be pressured by me. Tell Andy that I congratulate him and tell him good-bye please. Bye, Michelle."
Click!
Michelle couldn't believe it. She was able to date because of Justin. She was able to get attractive because of Justin. She was always comforted because of Justin! And he was leaving her out by herself in the big, hateful, hideous world. She felt suddenly so scared. She dialed Justin's number again, but he disconnected the phone. She finally knew who was important to her now.
She quickly dressed into the clothes Justin had bought for her and ran outside. She was running for dear life to Justin's house. When she got there, he was right there, in front of her.
Michelle was so happy she cried out, "JUSTIN!!" He turned to face her. "Justin, how can you leave me like this?" Justin looked at her with his soft eyes.
"I'm sorry, Michelle. I have to leave. My cab's here. Bye, Michelle." Justin gave her a peck on the cheek and disappeared into the taxi. She watched the taxi disappear into the curve and watched her Justin gone! forever. She started crying and crying as if her life was over. But it was! she was now alone in the world, with no one to support her.
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-15 years later-
Justin came back to America as a successful lawyer. He came back to America in search for the girl he had loved 15 years ago. Everyone in England had questioned him. And now that he was back, he was able to search as much as he wanted. But, little did he know there was a problem with that.
"Andy?" James had called Andy. They were in touch the whole time Justin was in England.
" Hey! What's up?"
"I came back to America, dude!"
" Oh! Umm! OK!"
"I want to ask about Michelle. Is she all right?"
" You see, Justin. There's something about that you should know."
"I'm getting a bad feeling about this!"
" Well, I guess you can say she's happy and well."
"What do you mean?"
" She's with God, man. She's gone."
"Haha. Nice joke. I'm not kidding. Tell me where she is."

"DUDE! I'M TELLING YOU! AFTER YOU TOLD HER YOU WERE LEAVING HER, SHE STARTED GETTING DEPRESSED AND GETTING STRESSED! IT WAS HORRIBLE, MAN! WHY THE F*CK DID YOU LEAVE? SHE WOULD STILL BE ALIVE! BECAUSE OF YOU, SHE HAD TO SUICIDE! WHAT THE F*CK IS WRONG WITH YOU, YOU DUMASS JERK! I THOUGHT YOU LOVED HER! I DON'T THINK THAT'S WHAT GUYS WHO FALL IN LOVE DO TO THEIR CRUSH! SH*T! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. REMEMBER WHEN YOU CALLED ME A JACKASS? You'd better think again.- Click! The phone fell from Justin's hand. He dropped to his knees in disbelief. He just couldn't believe it. He felt like everything was against him. He felt so angry with himself. He felt like ripping himself up. He wanted to follow Michelle up to heaven.

For days and days, Justin didn't eat a morsel of food. He started getting so much stress.
20 days later-
Justin was buried right next Michelle's grave. His tombstone read:
R.I.P.Justin Eins
1980-2005
THE ONE MAN WHO LET GO OF A WOMAN AND LOST HER

Random

2009-04-21T20:14:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is my judgement day, the day my future is decided either I will go as a chef or become somebody my parents wish I can be...that is a teacher.
I know that both of it is also gud but to this point now I'm not sure what I want as a chef or a teacher?Everything will be decided tomorrow when the list come out to see who qualified for the interview,I know by getting interviewed my chances of becoming a chef is surely down the drain.But if I get to be a chef, will I be a successful one?or just another flop in my life.

Nothing is certain now...I really need someone to give me advice now haha coz I'm sick of hearing what my parents said and tired of sleepless night thinking about it,this is certainly an emo post coz until now I have no idea what am I posting hahahahah....
Well one thing is for sure,that is no matter what I'll stay at Penang for at least a year or two before I have to leave my precious bed and computer.

I was thinking, is my childish attitude gonna help in teaching?or its gonna make things worst...maybe teacher is not so bad afterall since it only teaching the students I use to be...which is??skip class,ignoring the teachers,sleeping in the class room or run to the field for a game of football?LMAO total disaster ahahha..

If I get to be a chef then what will I do?I will certainly create something of my own trademark of dishes and always cook amazing stuff for me,my friends and customers to eat.No worries tho even I'm not a chef I still can cook for you guys to eat.Certainly will touch someone's heart with my dish.And one day hopefully the someone will be special to me.Enough bout what I'm gonna do but what should I do??

Time is passing by without me knowing and still I'm lonely....maybe as Mandy says I should find a company myself rather than being a lightbulb all the time hahaah...I think she's right but hard to find someone that is suitable for me now...since I picky and I'm good at giving advices but not doing it myself so I let nature take its course and time will surely tell.=)

that's all for my ranting bet everybody is getting bored by looking at my blog coz it just plan boring...

~alex~

Hit hit hit...

2009-04-20T09:15:00.002+08:00

Sorry so for no posting so long...kinda lazy after some happenings
but well I'm back afterall...last saturday went to adelyn birthday party at penang hill
yeah penang hill hahaha high up on the sea level...not tht cold as last time phew...
rech around 7.40?cause someone have to be late...then just eat and talk around...suddenly saw someone like looking at me...suprised I asked Kai Yann

ME:eh,kai yann ar see there got two girls keep pointing at you..Die d you curang at adelyn
KY:Bo lah...looking at you okay...i setia de
ME:Si meh...i dunno them eh..look at them carefully only to realised that was some TX participant..SWT

then they ask me Alex ar you diet hor so thin ki eh...where got right I'm fat hahaha

waited for Shu Wern and Vivian(hit hit hit) to arrive so that we can cut the cake...Shaun being the escort asked me to go with him...end up waited for 15mins or so...Ky keep calling reach d or not need to cut cake liao...when reach they hurry up and cut the cake and we smeared adelyn face to the cake haha...abit nia la...then she get her revenge by smearing everyone with cream...I think me and kai yann kena the most??even our hair get creamed.damn sticky and oily
after that they went back down to accompany their friends back left me and shaun at the hill alone...i walked around while shaun sleep at the bench while hugging the pillar==

listen to the radio until they came back then had a long long walk to the lodge...walking half way the car fetch us there...i was holding the radio while kena sandwich-ed by the girls...but it was so syok macam roller coster with additional of the screaming sound of banyak banyak perempuan gila dan kurang siuman.Reach there started to admire the room and the amount and size of the insects there...=='

fooled around until 3 i think then kena scolded cause its very late and we are practically screaming disturbing all the adults and baby sleeping there...then around 3.30 went down stairs to teach the dog how to sit lol...kia yann teach the dog never bite his finger again LOl...
after that went to sleep.

I woke up around 5 waited for the sun to come out...wait wait wait still not yet come out...then another guy came down and wait with me...he told me here can't see the sun properly and asked me to walk with him outside lol...when he meant outside I thought no far out...I trie waking up the guys and adelyn but they slept like what nia...so i after a few trys with shaun i gave up...

walk very very very far out to see the sunrise...quite nice but not that nice then journey back was short...cause i was running back with a little boy....
and boy oh boy he was fast...run back took 15 mins...and when i reach at the lodge the guys was just waking up and all started screwing me for not calling them up ==!

lol went to bath again with the freezing ice water then fooled around again until it rained and rained so no need to go back yet again fooled somemore and waited the rain to stop...whn the rain stops everyone was rushing to pack and clean up
then sit at the back of the truck and this time i choose to sit behind hahah...wont kena hentam by the lunatics sekalian.went down with cable car again and this time more fun can hit ppl mia head hahha...play a fool with Vivian hahaha...nice to know you btw...and sit bus pergi gurney ++ why bus?
coz kai yann mia kereta penuh d...i have to sit bus...hot until like what nia...then very chau b...

go gurney quickly run in the air cond the realised still stinks.waited fot the birthday girl,Adelyn to arrive then waited for the lead actor to come== went macd wait for them...
Kai Yann arrive a few minutes later and we went up to buy tickets...Decided long ago to watch Friday the 13th and as the oldest uncle there...I do the ticket buying.

damn afraid that the ginas can't pass,adelyn brought one ticket for another umum movie and we continue on with no problem...asked kai yann follow me go watson buy deodorant...quickly run go toilet apply lol...smelled abit better then go watch movie d...

Friday the 13th was certainly 18sg coz seriously not for the faint hearted.
being the fans of jason and freddy when i was small.i'm pretty sure how he's going to kill them but still scared myself watching with my ears closed...lol
adelyn was watching her fingers and kia yann shoulder while the other two watch until abit drama...lol walk around somemore and went back after Adelyn wants us to go to her house.I was pretty exhausted by then so i decline her offer...

reach home around 7+ and fell right on to the bed sleep until the next morning...yawns just woke up just now and updating my blog with a long long post...that' all

~alex~

Earth Hour,TURN OFF THE DAMN ELECTRIC

2009-03-18T00:00:00.002+08:00

28th of march remember guys and girls turn off the electric I will and my whole family will so you guys should too...remember it's not for me or you..it's for our planet so switch it off!!!!!

Happy Birthday!!

2009-03-17T23:20:00.003+08:00

Today is my god sis mia birthday and so I decided to blog about it!!hahah

1st thing 1st happy birthday!!!haha 17 liao lol...so study hard think less bout David Archuleta and Robert Pattinson xD not call you don't think!!but think less hahahahha...

And all the best in life soon you will find someone that is suitable for you so don't worry XDD.

p.s:I so known you gonna kill me after this hahahhaha

Cook Works

2009-03-13T21:26:00.005+08:00

Well,I watch at tv a cooking show called cook like a chef and I see they make like very delicious like that so I try to cook it on my own.A manage to make to dishes and I think it's delicious ahaha..I did say before that I'm gonna post some pictures bout me cooking right so I start doing it now.

This one is orange pancake,I try to make it star shape but can't

Black pepper chicken with mango sauce

Mind the deco can't find any cabbage in the fridge hahah..so scatter the sauce beside the chicken.It really taste delicious,but in the end it's not up to me to judge it isn't hahaha.

scared!!

2009-03-11T21:35:00.002+08:00

Well tomorrow is the day everyone dreaded,taking results from SPM,and honestly I'm pretty scared right now...for past two days i sleep at 6.Reasons?I think too much about my results.Haiz then once i fell asleep woke up again 8 something later...Neighbour doing reconstruction so cannot sleep again,today went to school for basketball game all thought I cry cause my eye is red-ish..then after afew hours..rain pula I was like practically bathing there then my hair all wet really look like i was crying plus the rain water...then play for awhile then go see people mia meeting and it seriously sucks.PFS scouts are getting more and more no standard.

okay back to the topic I think its getting more and more anxious waiting for the results.Although i expect it to be very bad.Yea I know must have confidence in self right?But the higher the hope the bigger the dispair if we din reach the hope am I right?So I think i'm gonna be negative about it and heck my parents don't even care what I get reason?they expect that I sure fail all subject.haiz once again getting chills now maybe sick d in the rain so long haiz....

till tommorow and owh yah I just remember something next time when I cook i'm gonna take the pictures and post it up so that you guy can comment about it hahaha.

2009-03-09T22:11:00.002+08:00

Okay i found this blog statement below at one of my friend's blog and I agrees with what she says maybe that's what guy are about xDD and stop askining me why I didn't go work...I'm the 二世祖 no need work!!LOL,and next post about life and the story sorry for delaying lazy to finish up on the spellings mistakes.

Ok probably because I am still 16 so whatever I am about to say or have said so far is pretty naive xD My theory bout boys, to me, is like fishing. I’m the one fishing and I am hungry, they’re the fishes and THEY are hungry. So I throw a bait aiming at a particular fish because if you never throw the bait you’ll forever get hungry. So if the fish doesn’t take the bait, there are other fishes in the sea. Ok done. Lol it’s the saying that ‘There are many other fishes in the sea’ that led me to coming up with this super dumb theory. It is kinda true somehow. Oh well this is dumb cos it’s coming from a sixteen year old. I mean what do I know about relationships anyway? All I know is I love sweet. =) and sweetS( gula-gula) xD So yeah I should’ve put a CAUTION sign before you read this cos it’s ultra dumb and I’m wasting your time. Bye. =D

rant

2009-02-26T21:20:00.002+08:00

I don't understand bout people nowadays.You think love is something that you can say I love you then you get together and a few weeks later you just say let's break up word easily??Well maybe you all don't know but the reason why you are together is because you all love each other!!not just wanna be together for awhile then find a new partner,if that is your motive then you just don't understand love.

The word L.O.V.E not simply say out.For me I think is only for my special somebody which I really like and love and will cherish.Love is something you all still don't understand and don't appreciate.And YOU!!You think you can just play people's feelings like that?Well your're wrong cause sometimes love is unconditional,unpredictable,unexpected and unbearable for some people.

CD Boy

2009-02-20T08:25:00.002+08:00

A boy walked into a CD store and saw a girl behind the counter.
She smiled and he thought it was the most beautiful smile he has ever seen before and wanted to kiss her right there.
He said "Uh... Yeah... Umm... I would like to buy a CD." He picked one out and gave her money for it.
"Would you like me to wrap it for you?" she asked, smiling her cute smile again.
He nodded and she went to the back.
She came back with the wrapped CD and gave it to him. He took it and walked out of the store. He went home and from then on, he went to that store everyday and bought a CD, and she wrapped it for him. He took the CD home and put it in his closet. He was still too shy to ask her out and he really wanted to but he couldn't. His mother found out about this and told him to just ask her.
So the next day, he took all his courage and went to the store. He bought a CD like he did everyday and once again she went to the back of the store and came back with it wrapped. He took it and when she wasn't looking, he left his phone number on the desk and ran out...
!!!RRRRRING!!!
The mother picked up the phone and said, "Hello?"
It was the girl!!! She asked for the boy and the mother started to cry and said, "You don't know? He passed away yesterday...
" The line was quiet except for the cries of the boy's mother. Later in the day. The mother went into the boy's room because she wanted to remember him. She thought she would start by looking at his clothes. So she opened the closet. She was face to face with piles and piles and piles of unopened CDs. She was surprised to find all those CDs and she picked one up and sat down on the bed and she started to open one.
Inside, there was a CD and as she took it out of the wrapper, out fell a piece of paper. The mother picked it up and started to read it.
It said: Hi... I think you are really cute. Do you wanna go out with me? Love, Jacelyn
The mother opened another CD...
Again there was a piece of paper. It said: Hi... I think you are really cute. Do you wanna go out with me? Love, Jacelyn

I found this story when I was looking for ideas for my next story,and I finished letting her go just that I'm lazy to post pictures up.=P if u look at the time now,it's 8.30 i think went down to jog around my apartment and later going to market buy some food come back to cook i saw something on astro AFC(703)Seems interesting and not that easy or hard to make,so I wanted to try hahaha...

It's over

2009-02-16T11:36:00.002+08:00

It's Over
Jesse McCartney

We've run out of words

we've run out of time

We've run out of reasons, really why we together?

We both know it's over baby bottom line

It's best we don't even talk at all

Don't call me even if I should cross your mind

Hard enough, I don't need to hear your voice on my messages

Let's just call it quits it's probably better so if

I'm not returning your calls it's cause

[Pre-Chorus:]

Cause I'm not coming back

I'm closing the door

I used to be trippin' over missin' you but

I'm not any more

I got the picture phone baby, your picture's gone

Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

[Chorus 1:]

Cause it's over girl you know it's over this time

So when you call I'm pressin 7

don't wanna hear your messages messages

I'm tryna erase you from my mind

Cause it's over

I swear girl it's over this time

So don't keep callin' leavin messages don't wanna know where you been

Baby cause it's over

I still wake up every morning quarter to ten

Still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table

I can't even remember how long it's been

When your troubles stayed & occupied

Oh, ask about you whenever I come around

I do what I can not to put my business in the streets

Last thing I need is another episode keep conversations short and sweet because

[Pre-Chorus:]

Cause I'm not coming back I'm closing the door

I used to be trippin' over missin' you

but I'm not any more

I got the picture phone baby, your picture's gone

Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

[Chorus 1:]

Cause it's over girl you know it's over this time

So when you call I'm pressin 7

don't wanna hear your messages messages

I'm tryna erase you from my mind

Cause it's over I swear girl it's over this time

So don't keep callin' leavin messages don't wanna know where you been

Baby cause it's over

You know that it's over when the burnin' & the yearnin

inside your heart ain't there anymore

And you know that you're through

when she don't do to you & move you like the way she moved you before

And you wanna pull her close,

but your heart has froze

you kiss her but her eyes don't close

Then she goes

I love your heart forever and it hurts you but you know that it's better

[Chorus 2:]

Girl you know it's over

Girl you know it's over this time

So when you call I'm pressin 7

don't wanna hear your messages messages

I'm tryna erase you from my mind

Cause it's over I swear girl it's over this time

So don't keep callin' leavin messages

don't wanna know where you been

Baby cause it's over

Cause it's over girl you know it's over this time

So when you call I'm pressin 7

don't wanna hear your messages messages

I'm tryna erase you from my mind

Cause it's over I swear girl it's over this time

So don't be callin' leavin messages don't wanna know where you been

Baby cause it's over

Vday!!=p

2009-02-15T23:03:00.002+08:00

Well on valentine's eve went to Dewan Sri Pinang with Winnie and Sim...Gave Winnie a dolphin necklace...It can glow in the dark eh wei if u shine light on it for very long...i just discovered it just now...then the next day went Gurney!!My very kind mia god sis fetch thanks again Wei Ern!!
After that crap alot with Wei Sheng and his friends and i learn how to play pool!!lol at least i try to play...Urmm i really cut this short and simple then went to Coffee Island with Sheng and Malcolm.Mandy I don't blame you...blame your friends...hahah
Traffic was a disaster at gurney...and I saw fireworks with Malcolm Sheng and a girl I met at Coffee Island,Sheng mia kawan Yu Ling if I'm not mistaken...

Went back home around 11?Traffic stills sucks...Wei Ern become driver drop all her friends back before dropping me home.And I know got someone give her valentine's present!!hahha...I know what it is some more...so if your reading this :P

then the next day my mum kap siao-ed abit...then nothing d...my cousin perli me coz she saw me with a girl...that was genia,and Sheng,you know what happen so don't misunderstood okay!!
that's all peeps lazy wanna update and finished my story bout letting her go

letting her go chapter 3

2009-02-05T00:29:00.002+08:00

This time didn't have pictures tho...the photographer can't think of any so we will just skip this one...And I really hope those people that read this give some comment.I need some reviews guys and girls!!!

"Who is it? I'm dying of curiosity!"" Let's see.. she has glasses.. she's in love with Andy, she's sitting right next to meMichelle let out a small gasp."" M-Me?" Juatin nodded.Michelle almost fainted when she heard it." Justin! I have declared you crazy." Justin started laughing." Why won't you believe me? I like you.. I want you to be my girlfriend."" But you're the second hottest guy in school! What if everyone criticizes you for bad taste in girls?"" I don't care!!! I told you.As long as the one girl I love is happy." he said, smiling." No, really, Justin.No games this time. All serious.. all right?"" Yeah.. I know."" Oh my god..." Michelle said, covering her mouth with her hand."Michelle, I just want to be the right guy for you is that hard?" he said while putting his arm around her shoulder. She leaned against him and for the first time, she felt accepted by someone special."But, Justin! Why did you say I was just a friend before?""Umm! I didn't feel like it was time yet."Michelle nodded. She knew how hard it was to say, "I love you." She knew how nervous you would feel. And she knew how hard it was to feel the reject."I understand, Justin. I'm just glad you told me. I'll think about it.""Michelle, do you still like Andy?""Yes!""What has he got, that I don't?""I just don't know! I mean! you two look the same! you guys wear things all similarly! but! I like Andy better.""All right! I'll make him like you. He knows he's not going to win in this tug of love so he decides to help Michelle out.He has made up his mind to help Michelle get Andy."Michelle wrapped him in her arms."Justin! I'm all right. You don't have to do all that." And then he hugged her in his arms.

The next day…
Andy, can I see you for a moment?""What up, dude?""It's about Michelle!""Oh no! don't tell me about that ugly! I just wanna puke when I hear her name!""SHUT UP! DUDE, YOU JUST HAVE TO GIVE HER A CHANCE! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?""Hey! I have other girls who want me. The least thing I need now is another girl who is ugly and slow liking me.""She's not ugly and slow! She's kind and beautiful in the inside when you get to know her!""WAIT! do you???""Yes! I do!""Haha! Then why don't you date her?""Because! she's in love with a jackass!""STILL? Haha! Man, she's hilarious! After I rejected her like that?""Hey! please! it would mean a lot to me! just say that you at least like her as a friend and apologize for what happened last time. Man, she came running all the way to my house and started crying! She was just! out of control, man! Just tell her that! please?""All right!""You're the best!""Hey, Michelle! I'm sorry for what happened last time. I was sort of tired and moody. I wasn't in a nice mood. I never wanted to say it that way. I like you as a friend. And I want to keep that relationship. All right?" Andy let out a hand for a shake. Michelle nodded. She let out her hand and they had a friendship shake, which made Justin smile.
That’s kinda it can’t think of anything anymore anyway….and I still can’t sleep!!Damn it

sienzzz

2009-01-23T19:46:00.001+08:00

Well it's early in the morning

And my heart is feeling lonely

Just thinkin bout you baby

Got me twisted in the head

And I dont know how to take it

But it's driving me so crazy

I dont know if it's right

I'm tossin turning in my bed

It's 5 oclock in the morning

And I still can't sleep

Thinkin bout your beauty it makes me

weep...

I'm feeling hopeless in my home

I dont know what to do I think I'm in love

Baby...

random zzzzzzzz

2009-01-21T20:02:00.001+08:00

Suddenly hear back this song and it makes me emo again it is even suitable for my story.Justin would love to sing this song to Michelle.Hahaha

She can't see the way your eyes,

Will light up when you smile

She’ll never notice how you stop and stare

Whenever she walks by

And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her

But you are everything to me

And I just want to show you

She don't even know you

She’s never gonna love you like I want to

And you just see right through me

But if you only knew me

We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable

Instead of just invisible

There is a fire inside of you

That can't help but shine through

She’s never going to see the light

No matter what you do

And all I think about is how to make you think of me

And everything that we could be

And I just want to show you

She don't even know you

She’s never gonna love you like I want to

And you just see right through me

But if you only knew me we could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable

Instead of just invisible

Like shadows in the faded light

Oh, we’re invisible

I just wanna open your eyes

and make you realize

I just want to show you

She don't even know you

Baby let me love you, let me want you

You just see right through me

But if you only knew me

we could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable

Instead of just invisible

Oh, yeah

She can’t see the way your eyes

Light up when you smile

Letting her go chapter 2

2009-01-21T12:48:00.003+08:00

Dammit, Justin!You really did it this time! Michelle just got rejected and why are you trying to hit on her?"
Justin walked back home with his hands stuffed in his pocket.Thoughts of Michelle ran throughout his head. He didn't want Michelle to be hurt by a jackass.He wanted to show her that he loved her. He wanted to show her he cared.But Michelle just seemed to ignore him.And then, something ran into him.He crashed on the ground and saw Michelle was on top of him. She seemed to not know whom she crashed into.Justin smiled.
"Oh, I'm so sorry.I- I'm very, very sorry. I should have been more careful… I'm sorry. How can I repay you somehow?"
"Michelle!!", James said, lifting her chin and brushing her bangs.Michelle looked through his soft eyes and almost melted.
"Ju-Just-Justin..."said Michelle.Suddenly,she started crying. Justin was shocked.
" M-Michelle? What's wrong?"
" I' m s-s-such a f-fool! H-How c-c-can I th-think t-that A-A Andy c-can love me?"
" Michelle…I would not call that foolish.. I actually admire you going up to him and confessing. However, crying about him is indeed foolish. Michelle,Don't cry about that jerk. Here, let's go to my house. We're right in front of it!"Michelle nodded.
Justin led her to the bathroom.
" Take off your glasses. We need to wipe those tears off." He said with a smile.Michelle took them off without a word. Justin turned on the water and wet a washcloth. Then, he gently wiped her tears off her face.
" Justin… Do you love me?" Justin was startled by this comment.
" Why do you ask me that?"" Because.. it seems like it. Do you?"
" Haha!Michelle, you are my friend."
" Oh.. OK. I think I'm not so teary now. Thanks, Justin."
" No Problem. Do you want something to drink?"
" Um... OK." She followed Justin out the door.He handed her a cup of coffee and they sat down outside on a bench."Are you going to be all right?"
" Yeah.. Thanks. But I don't think I'll be able to face him again."
" When he calls you something bad, just yell my name. OK?"
" OK." she said with a small laugh.
" But what are you going to do when I call you?"
" I'm going to beat him up!"
" What if everyone starts hating you?"
" It doesn't matter. As long as the one girl I love is happy."
" Ooh, Justin! You like someone?"
" Yeah.. Guess. I'll never tell you until you get the right answer."
" Hmm... is it Adelyn? She's pretty! What about Chloe? She's nice and quiet. Or is it Becca? She's generous. Or maybe it's Tayler! She's not all that nice though..."

After a few tries, she gave up.

Picture by QiaoEn!

There goes chapter 2...kinda fast right??hahah...i get from tv some of the ideas ^^ hopefully won't get copyright issues...

Letting her go chapter 1

2009-01-19T17:30:00.007+08:00

Well,this is my second story and this time I got some help from Winnie,she co-operate with me by taking pictures for me to explain some of the storyline so happily accepted her help and here goes pretty short though the chapter 1 ran out of ideas.Haha ^^.Owh ya leave some comments after reading appreciate it okay hahah...

Michelle was a nerdy girl with thick glasses. She was a junior in her secondary school. She was in love with the hottest guy in the entire school.
And now, she told him that she loved him.
“Err…A-a-a Andy?I-I I love-ve – you….Would you a-aa—accept my love?

"Haha! Shut up. Nobody would like you! Who do you think I am?" says Andy

Michelle had feared he would say something like that.She was devastated,she started running,she didn't want to face him ever again. All these thoughts and feelings ran throughout her head. Until, she bumped into something.

“Woah,slow down there girl,watch where you’re going”
She had bumped into Justin,the second hottest guy on the school and she poured all her tears on him.

“What?I’ll go tell him sometimes I don’t know why am I calling him buddy!That’s it I'm going to wake him up!! says Justin.

“Nooo!! Justin! Don't do it! It's not his fault. I was the foolish one to think we can ever date.""But Michelle!"" No,it's okay I think I should go."" MICHELLE!!! James grabbed her by the wrist as she was walking away.Don't leave."

Michelle stared into his eyes and felt so warm and lovely;a feeling she didn't feel for a long time. But, she looked away. She didn’t felt this feeling for such a long time, it felt awkward to feel it again. And then she gently took her wrist out of Justin' s grasp and slowly ran away from him with tears in her eyes.

Pictures by Qiao En.xD

~alex~

One HELL of a day

2009-01-16T23:59:00.004+08:00

Today was one of the worst day of my life and i mean WORST with the W lols...woke up at 2 yeah 2.I am supposed to go to my friends house at 11 to play basketball...din make it I am so sorry!!kena scold by them lo ppk-ed them.Then around 2.30 went out to my grandfather's house.I have to go cause I need to have my hair cut,after so long my hair finally get cut sad...T.T but never mind not that short nia hahah...so as I was waiting in the saloon...I was an old lady trying to move a motorcycle,being a kuai kia ^^ I helped the aunty by moving the motorcycle,without me knowing the motorcycle stand was on the leaning side as I pull the bike the stand cuts through my toe and nearly splits my nails out.but it still cuts it but I still push the bike so that the aunty no need to push it.I ran up at put two,I repeat TWO plasters and go have my hair cut.

Then I go to Sunshine Farlim,the new one and it's really a shocker cause practically spacious I was afraid that people will step on to my foot so wasn't really look around.But I did buy cendol for dessert hahhahah

After coming home I took off the plaster and finds out the injury is more serious than i thought.Really really serious and the pain is undescribeable...then to prevent it to get infected my dad,the ingenius dad apply some anti-bacterial medicine owww...that's when hell break loose...I think the whole apartment people hear my scream of pain...It is like fire ants thousands of them biting me...damn it...speaking of it making me aching again...

I still didn't pull it out tho...My hand was practically shaking tomorrow going to a doctor to see how...

The End

2009-01-12T21:43:00.006+08:00

I'll just skip the introduction part and get on with it...I scared later I forget what I wanna write.Okay let get rolling.

The story ends with A considering Y,When A gets home,he fell straight to his bed and fell asleep.The next day he wok up and remembered what happen yesterday,he then picked up his phone and called Y...
*beeps beeps beeps* handphone ringing...
Y:hello?
A:Heyy,it's me
Y:What's up?
A:Well,it's about yesterday I...
Y:It's okay,I know what you gonna say,you still like W right
A:Yeah,it really hard you know...until I can totally forget bout her I can't be with you.
Y:Actually I knew yesterday,just that it gives me hope that maybe you will like me someday.
A:Don't hope too much,until now it really hard for me to forget her.So maybe you should forget me.
Y:Maybe I am just that stubborn as you,hahhaha
A:Well,you better change gotta go bath,catch up with you later okay?
Y:okay no problem bye
A:bye.

After the conversation A went back to sleep.Meanwhile W and B talk to each other the whole day,then W confess to B that she might have abit feelings to A.B was furious about this and they quarrel on the phone,their relationship has turn sour after this.They rarely talk anymore and B was angry at A cause he was the main reason their relationship turn bad,so he hates A now...A didn't know bout this still stupidly tries to talk to B but snubbed by him.A curious bout his behaviour ask W about it.

W then revealed that both of them broke up already,A hearing this is in a dilemma he thinks he should be helping B to get back W but in his heart he wanted W himself...In the end all of them went their own ways and W really like A now,but A did not have the courage to confess to W.One month later A saw W with another guy,that guy is J.A is not jealous but admired J because he had the courage to chase after W.After all W doesn't like J.A then meet J in A's working place it turns out J is the owner of the company A works in.A spotted W in J's office and assumed that W is J new girlfriend.Actually W is having her interview in J's room.She wanted to be in the same company with A,but A doesn't know that.

A month later,W gets the job and start to turn up for work,A is suprised because he didn't expect W to work as the same company as him.J then introduce W to all of his employee and A.J then ask W to attend a dinner with J.A carefully listens to what W said and wish that he was as brave as J.On the next day,J brings a set of dress for W to let her attend the dinner.A felt sad because he is not as rich as J.After 5 p.m. everybody went back home except for A and W.A stayed to see W while W stayed to finish up her work and attend the dinner.A felt like time is slowly passing by and he is finding his courage to tell W that he love her.Suddenly the phone rings and W picked up the phone J is fetching W to the dinner....

Even now A hesistated to tell W about his feelings...W then went to change to her beautiful dress and is leaving the company any minute...A still in a dilemma
Then the lift arrive and W went down....Just as the door closes A ran out to stop W.....but it is too late,he then took the stairs and ran down as fast as he could but he can only sees W leaving with J and a silver porche.W and J reach the dinner place which is a hotel,then J's date arrive it turns out that J's date is W sister!!!Shortly after W sister arrive,A shouted at W...

A:STOP!!
W:A?
A:I really wanted to say this very long time ago,since you broke up with B I am always wanna say that I love you.Eventhough I am not as rich as J or as handsome as he is....but I can promise you this,I will never break your heart,I will always do my best to give you happinest so will you please give me a chance??
J:What??*laughing*You think I like W?hahhaha
W:J is my sister's boyfriend he invited me here to have a dinner with them.
A:*speechless*(and stunned)
J:I am leaving you and him to have a dinner with your sister,have fun...
W:*looking at A*Why?You regretted telling me all of this already?
A:You still haven't answer me,W.
W:hmmm...you got no money and not that handsome
A:This means?
W:I'll consider first see if you can pass my test
A:But the smile on your face shows that you already agreed to my question

W and A then walk around the garden at the hotels talking sweetly and holding each others hands and the song Love Story by Taylor Swift plays lols!!!

THE END

well finally after so long I manage to find an ending to the story...It's already damn late so I will make a second post about it...hahaha

~alex ala Mega style~

RD

2009-01-12T19:21:00.004+08:00

I can't believe that stupid bastard want to continue to preserve 1st Georgetown South.I prefer they close down the troop and let it die as a proud troop rather than have a bunch of faggots lead...Totally lose to me in knowledge of scouting eventhough they are the senior and totally got no dicipline at all stupid losers and quitters try to get backto the troop coz no other uniform body will give them high marks for their cocuricullums here is my advise.....go to hell man there no way i gonna let u sia sui my troop!!!!!bunch of faggots and losers!!!I really hate those people that looks down at my troop.Even with less member than anyone but our quality is still better than you faggots la.

This is what I felt after I see those bastards recruiting at my ex-school.Really angry of it cause it really sia sui the troop that has being around for 100+years can anyone beat that in Penang?I don't think so,but it is getting worst cause our old fashion way of teaching dicipline has causes people to avoid us cause it too strict...well i have no regrets joining this troop it makes me a better student(not really better) a very good scout and highly bo dicipline eh student ahahaha...I know what i wrong and what is right tho.okay back to the topic,what is the use of the troop if there is no capable leaders at hand to lead the troop to a better future and might as well shut it down so that other still capable troops can survive.And if the troop leader that acts as a member itself then what is the use of the troop??am i right...so just shut it down laa....cut the crap d la don't sia suey this troop anymore as if weare not humilated enough yet!!haiz

~alex the lao hor~
roar!!!!!!!!

songs

2009-01-11T22:54:00.003+08:00

A Little Too Not Over You
David Archuleta
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

It never crossed my mind at all

That's what I tell myself

What we had has come and gone

You're better off with someone else

It's for the best, I know it is

But I see you Sometimes

I try to hide

What I feel inside

And I turn around

You're with him now

I just can't figure it out

Tell me why

You're so hard to forget Don't remind me

I'm not over it

Tell me why

I can't seem to face the truth

I'm just a little too not over you

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Not over you

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Memories

Supposed to fade

What's wrong with my heart?

Shake it off, let it go

Didn't think it be this hard

Should be strong

Moving on

But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide

What I feel inside

And I turn around

You're with him now

I just can't figure it out

Tell me why

You're so hard to forget

Don't remind me I'm not over it

Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth

I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret

Everything I said

No way to take it all back, yeah

Now I'm on my own

How I let you go

I'll never understand

I'll never understand Yeah,

oooh, oooh, oooh Oooooooh Oh Ooooh, oh

Tell me why

You're so hard to forget

Don't remind me

I'm not over it

Tell me

why I can't seem to face the truth

I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why

You're so hard to forget

Don't remind me I'm not over it

Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth

And I really don't know what to do

I'm just a little too not over you

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Not over you

(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

This song is really something,should be the theme song for the story of A and W.lols

another boring day at home

2009-01-07T16:34:00.003+08:00

well,my story still haven't found an ending,so there should be part 4 if I am again bored at night.hahaha everyday stayed at home play games until me mydelf is pissed about it.Ask you people a question,what is love?I got a few answer for that when I ask a few friends.There is people that says love sucks but nice(you know who you are),then there is me that always says love is unconditional and sometimes unpredictable.Another saying is love is something that drive us on and on.

okay okay then,back to part 3...After a few weeks A ask W and B out to clear things up.A asked Y to follow him too,they meet each other in a nearby fast food restaurant W and B comes together while Y is predictablely late as always.When Y reaches the atmostsphere is very tense everyone was awkward and don't know what to say.A then annouce that he is dating Y.W and B is taken back by the news and certianly curious of A sudden news.Y looks happy together with A and A is smiling too.The situation becomes less and less tense since the love square is gone.B is very happy to hear that Y has finally get what she wish for and W is abit jealous of Y.B didn't notice that cause he is happy for Y,while A just kept quiet about it.

After they had their lunch,A,B,W and Y went out for the movies.B insisted on sitting the couple sit while A suggest they take on the normal sit.After another long arguement,A give up and they took the couple sit.During the movie,A was practically looking at W more than the movie.Y apparently falls asleep in his arms because of the boring movie.B and W however,lay on each other and enjoyed the movie,their relationship are once again stable cause B is not worried that A will like W anymore since he is with Y.But in W's minds she had no other people to rely on other than B now.....

After the movie the four lovebirds went their separate ways and A drops Y at her house.After that he thank Y for her willingness to co-operate with her to lie to W and B.The truth is clear now,A made up the story that he and Y were dating so that W and B relationship is not ruined.A doesn't want W relationship to suffer because of him so he did a show just to clear the misunderstandings.After hearing that Y,confessed to A that she liked him since the first time they met,but A could'nt give an answer to Y and pretty much taken back by Y sudden words.His only reply was "I'll call you".

Okay that was the end of part 3,part 4 should be the ending any ideas guys or girls??My head is pretty much empty right now,hahaha and ideas just leave a comment okay...That's all for now.

~@73X~
T1ILSU

without you

2009-01-03T20:34:00.003+08:00

Well I post up Without You by Hinder,I have been listening to this song the whole night while playing game the something hit me.I got my idea again.*lightbulb shine*hahaha.I use that song to do my own version of without you.I think by the time I write finish its already 5...there goes my sleep again

I just wana be with you tonight
Together we will live forever
Cause everyday if our life we can be together
Maybe something gotta change,but my feelings won't

Forgive me if I did anything wrong,
Forgive because I didn't understand,
Forgive cause I really cannot stand

Because without you,I felt the world is so lonely
Without you,I can't bring myself to reality
I don't want you leave me ,babe
When I watch you walk away
I felt the world have nothing for me to stay
In the end,I am not fine
Without you,baby

If you haven't call for an hour
It felt like an eternalty
I will not feel any better
But sometimes when you went away
All I thought I can say is stay

Without you,I closed up everyday
Without you,I am thinking of you everyday
Without you,you make my heart melts away
Without you,I can't sway

I don't just wanna be with you tonight
I wanna be with you forever
TOGETHER........

Song

2009-01-02T22:16:00.005+08:00

Well,I didn't expect she can intro songs this nice to me,but she did.Miss Woei Jai intro this song titled Without You by Hinder.Here is the lyrics.Enjoy it,and I want to dedicate this song to Mandy since you just...errmm you know just wake up!!!

I just wanna be alone tonight

I just wanna take a little breather

Cause lately all we do is fight

And every time it cuts me deeper

Cause somethings changed

Youve been acting so strange

And its taking its toll on me

Its safe to say that Im ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday

Without you, Im seein myself so differently

I didnt wanna believe it then

But it all worked out in the end

When I watched you walk away

Well I never thought id say

Im fine

Without you

Called you up cause its been long enough

And you said that you were so much better

We have done a lot of growing up

We were never meant to be together

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange

And its taken its toll on me

Its safe to say that Im ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday

Without you, Im seein myself so differently

I didnt wanna believe it then

But it all worked out in the end

When I watched you walk away

Well I never thought id say

Im fine

Without you

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange

And its taken its toll on me

Its safe to say that Im ready to let you leave

Without you,I live it up a little more everyday

Without you,I'm seein myself so differently

I didnt wanna believe it then

But it all worked out in the end

When I watched you walk away

Well I never thought id say

Im fine

Without you

I just wanna be alone tonight

I just wanna take a little breather.

bye bye 08

2009-01-02T15:18:00.008+08:00

well there goes 2008,the year that I never dream of will happen but i happens with me knowing it is 2009!!I am 18 in a few more months *note to self* time to grow up.Everything is great this year,I make alot of new friends,alot of memorable days and time plus a few scary nights.I really enjoyed last year and hopefully this year would be better*prays*

Last night,i wake up at 1 p.m.New year has been good to me already...hahahx I watched a ghost movie until 5 a.m. so wake up late then I get a message from Zhao Sik asking me to go pragin to find some girl.So I just follow him along since he is fetching me so I got no reason to say no.Reach there around 2 I think then walk around bout 4 or 5 only meet the girls.For some reason seems familiar lol.I gonna cut this short.Then we wak around went to MacD buy ice-cream then wentto play arcade basketball...I have not shot a single basketball for like 3 months??since SPM,must get back into training or not sure will become cacat-ed.Then around 4.54 i get message from Adelyn asking me to go BBQ at her house that time I am at pragin and her house is somewhere near gurney..so i kindly decline the offer cause i got no transport there ahhaha...reach home around 6.50 then Adelyn called me asking me to go or not gonna bbq me.=.=!I again decline the offer but they keep asking me to go...So after much consideration I called Jang Heng to fetch me there and we reach there late around 8.The BBQ party already started and not much to do except for chatting and making fun of people.I feel unwanted there and tin tey,cause all couple couple there eh...hahha.

Very geli eh decorating(not I do eh)

Again it is not me decorating it.I only cook it

The culprit

Jordan drunk at the another BBQ place

Then I and Jang Heng went to another party at somewhere near CDK.Again it a BBQ party eat a few hotdogs and drink a few cans of beer...then it like 12 a.m my dad called again asking me when I coming back so but I said not sure...Around 12.30 I and him only we both went back home,it was so early and I can't sleep so I sms-d a fe friends before falling asleep...Wake up today at 1 something bath then have my lunch and back to the computer plus at Pragin i brought a cd titled An Hour With Chopin so full blast around my house.Lazy to continue my essay so I just have to update it tonight.

random on new year day!!

2009-01-01T13:04:00.003+08:00

after A confess to W that he likes her,after that W was very confused about her relationship between A and her.After awhile they talk less and less and W is starting to avoid A .B doesn't know that deep inside W heart she likes A too.But A don't want to see W hurt like this so he decided to just stop talking to W.But everytime his phone rang A often hope that the message is from W.While A is struggling with W.B had a very good relationship with W.W brings B back to her parents place and inroduce B to them,their parents accepted B as their daughter's new boyfriend and approve their relationship.W parents often invite B to go to W's house so that they can eat together.The real reason for W to introduce B to her parents is because of she wanna make her relationship with B stable so that she won't think of A anymore.

A knows about this through B since they are best friend,A feels very heart broken but he hope that W relationship with B will last.A often go out and find other girls so that he will forget W but he can't cause his love for W is too deep.Then there is this one girl,I called her Y.Y is a very sweet girl she is very close to B.B introduced Y to A and Y fell in love with A the first time they meet,A mean while is still thinking of W meet Y and felt a very warm feeling.They both just clicks together so A told Y about W and B story to her.After hearing this Y is sad because she can't tell A bout her feelings.Because she knows she doesn't stand a chance to the love A has given to W.But she decided to be with A by advising A to get through his difficult times.

to be cont......

this turns out to be a very good essay...hahaha
I wanna take this chance to introduce a song by Westlife titled-I Wanna Grow Old With You

~alex the lion~

random in the new years eve

2008-12-31T02:08:00.002+08:00

If you had someone that you think about even when you are trying to sleep then maybe she is special,if you check your messages inbox just to see if there is a new message from her maybe your just impatient,but if you really think about a person everytime you are doing something then you will know that she is the only one for you and no one else other than her.I had a friend that love a guy so much,that even he sometimes treat her badly she still love him very much all her friend ask her to just break up with him but she still stick on with her,amazing huh...love is sometimes blind.If you can wake up in the nights having thoughts about her,then you really love her,for her you willing to risk everything just for her to be happy then you truly deeply love her.

There is another case which doesn't involve me,is another friend of mine,err A he likes a girl,pretty simple right but there is a twist to the story the girl already likes another guy.Seeing this,A decided to help the girl lets call her W out by helping the guy,urm B to get her.Maybe you peeps may think that it is a foolish act but it isn't.A wanted W to be happy so he help B out.After awhile W and B get together and become a couple.A is happy because W is happy,so everytime W and B going out with friends they always invited A along without them knowing A is really suffering to see them together cause he obviousy likes W.One day W and A went out to have lunch with some friends without B then rumours begin to fly that A snatch W from B,the truth is they are just really good friend.After a while W starting to avoid A because of the rumours and A is devasted because of the rumours even friend also they cannot become.A is really sad about this thing and one day he decided to tell all of his side of the story by telling W and B about it.B obviously is pissed off and W is confused but A tells them that he had no intention to break them apart and wish them a happy life together,A hoped to tell W and B that something is sometimes to have by heart but it is not to hold by hands.The morale of the story is never missed out on a chance because you may not have a second chance.

But there is a part two of the story which is coming up next time...since it is 2.37 a.m...*yawns*
Nights peeps

~alex~

christmas eve part 2

2008-12-30T10:20:00.008+08:00

okay i was saying until kai yann get his present and we then go walk around Gurney Plaza,then I remember that i forgot to buy present for a few close friends of mine...then they follow me go buy the presents too bad i din have the pic for the presents i think its nice but then it really depends on the reciever right...inside the shop i see a familiar person there...It's Wan Qing buying christmas cap so i go kacau her for a while...hahah after that we decided to go near the beach to taste the sea breeze very sien walking in there so wanna go out and walk...then kai yann and adely dating for a while give her present too...then they al have to leave d..Adelyn's parents don't allow her to stay until very late so she have to go back...so after she went back kai yann and ccq also went back leaving me alone haiz...

But then miracle appears I saw Pang Chung Yang walking with his friends and call me to join them..hahah i did then again we walk for awhile then went to Sega for a sip of bir with daniel...youre drunk dude,then we meet up with kaypo Xin Li again,hahahha we go secret recipie eat coz daniel is hungry from all the drinks he orderd something that i forget d...then I and Xin Li ordered banana split(I have to chia her since she do the background of the blog for me)but it is damn delicious better than the one on CTC hahah...

Miss gelojoh smiling while eating her banana split coz got ppl chia her!!

The banana split before i finish it...hahahx

After that chatted for awhile then Mandy come and took her present from me...and continue chat until a Digi woman came by asking us to write some details and she will chia us secret recipie cake..cool huh haha...we register d called more people to come and register to get more cakes...end up a whole group of friends came and get their cakes...hahah..we sit in there for like an hour or more just for the cakes to come...i end up giving Winnie one,sorry the cake abit messed up...then Sau Cheng one,Jia Yi and Evelyn one all end up calling me santa cake...coz i give out cake rather than present...hahaha then we ran out to buy some spray and I follow Jonathan and Mervyn go countdown we were climbing the top of the pavement just to see things since it was so crowded...then 5,4,3,2,1 we just shout merry christmas then start spraying d...lols...i did not spray anyone...i am a very kind but i end up get sprayed...hahha...i go back home bout 2 end up getting scold by my dad coz i ask him to fetch because my transport ran away...for some reason...when i get home i opened my present from Adelyn.

i only get mervyn face here in the hurry to run away d...hahha,,,the time in my hp shows excactly 12 at that time...cool huh...

and this is my present,I love it so much

and that wrapped up my summary bout christmas eve...hahah...lazy wanna talk bout it anymore...maybe new years eve got something else...hahha...and owh yeah congratulation for those that get their results of PMR today...good luck and for those people that get NS first batch i am so sorry have to see you all go...have fun there,i am sure there very fun eh...wish u all had a good next year!!lols

~alex the lion~

Christmas Eve part 1

2008-12-26T17:05:00.005+08:00

well christmas eve was one of my most enjoyed holidays every year cause it is the time everybody come out of their den and meet friends to celebrate together,as for me i am not difference except for the fact that I come out to accompany friends in Gurney to watch movie

I reach there quite late bout 2p.m. because of my sister that promise to fetch me there but didn't say what time.I end up waited for my dad to fetch me there.As i reach there i called Adelyn that I am there d and where is she and another of her friend.She ask me to waited for her at the pavilion there...so i was fine with it go to the top and waited there for bout 15mins...in that time i saw Joshua and Nicholas Chor so I just greet them with my hands,as i was waving i saw another two familiar face.It is Yvonne and Jia Yi coming up I didn't go greet them because of some unspoken reasons...okay skip that after they pass me I saw Adelyn and Shu Wern coming up and Adelyn was laughing like siao lang=.=!

We decided to choose a movie to watch since we got about 4hours before Kai Yann arrive,so we wanted to watch Ip Man but it is 18sg so the gina kias cannot watch...lols i then suggest we watch Bolt.The movie is about a dog which think he got super power abilities and he have to protect his owner Penny,voiced by Miley Cyrus.Overall the movie was okay but very funny have to admit that.But the movie starts at 4.35 while we buy the tickets at 3...so I being a hungry puppy suggest that I have to take my lunch 1st and meet Cason cause he was supposed to join us...I walk around Gurney so that Cason can give suprised to the other girl,Shu Wern but being a total idiot he just came in the main door and say hi?=.=!!!!!!Me and Adelyn straight haiz....hopeless

then we proceeds to the food court and eat...what to do..yours truly is broke after buying presents...hahah...the we go window shopping for awhile and then go to watch the movie...

After the movie,Shu Wern have to go back because her father does not allow her to stay to late...poor cason is devasted hahah...but before she go back,we go shop for real things Cason wanted to buy a present for her...so we go Maggie T and buy a purse for her...i think it is nice la wei!!!And without Shu Wern knowing Cason payed and as Shu Wern was leaving he just show it to Shu Wern the present,again me and Adelyn was +.+!!!coz didn't have any suprised element on it...hahah...then she give Cason a present too...it a bracelet with his name on it...not bad lor!!lols then it is Cason turn to leave us...He have to teman his guy eh friends turn d.So he leave me and adelyn alone,fine with that i got no comment for that...hahahaxbut we kinda boring cause left us both there.Then Adelyn gave me my christmas present,which is a necklace with my name on it...super duper nice...hahah...thanks alot wearing it now...hahah...

here is Cason devasted,after Shu Wern leaves us...hahahx

Then I and Adelyn walk around while crapping on the way I meet alot of people and they like woah Alex got girlfriend didn't tell me,Guys and girls I am innocent she is with someone else d...so please don't misunderstood hahah...then we walk pass Kim Gary and Xin Li the kaypo called me...hahahha...I terkejut for awhile then intro her to Adelyn and vice versa...hahah Adelyn then ask me is her my girlfriend I was like NOOOOO!!!don't siao hahaha...after that I sms-ed Kai Yann is he coming to Gurney still and he replied yes,on the way...then i remember tiok that she like suprises so I tell Kai Yann not to tell her what time he will come...We then walk around the gurney up and down dunno how many times lols...then I meet tiok my aunt,I being a very good nephew say hi and she was blur wondering who is that...lols...then she greet me too and ask her son to do the same...but tipical of teenagers he just look to the sky,so i did the same thing...hahaha

Afetr that encounter I walk to the excalator with Adelyn again,and met her cousin named err..sorry bro i forgot your name...hahah...and very politely he greeted me so I did the same intro ourself and shook hands she ask her cosuin that is her auntys here and he say yes but will not disturb we two lovebird i was like wtf...then she just laugh off and we both walk away...then she meet another of her friend at gurney new wing and greet them too...I was quite suprsied when her friend is my cousin.hahaha...so I called er also...she very lanc lo...but in the end i found out why she is lanc...she lie to her mum that she will be overnighting at her friends house but the truth is she come to gurney...nice try...but I'll keep the secret...hahah...then I remembered that I got a present to give Adelyn too and I think she love it kua...hahha...and brought a few present for my friends hahah,,,

Then Kai Yann msg me saying that he arrived where are we...so i replied silently and told him to meet at Pavillion and hide himself...then I tell her that I am going to meet my friends for awhile and ask her if she wanted to follow me,as planned she followed and we go to the top,at the top I kesi kesi waited for my friend nd she was curious why I so cunning...hahha...then Kai Yann jump behind of her and......lols I proceed by leaving the two lovebirds alone with CCQ...btw man you lamp post lo...hahah...I then walk around doing nothing...then I joined them back to have dinner and they exchange gift,she give him a very pretty scarf but short...hahah...

smells nice too...hahaha

part two is coming the next post

boring!!!

2008-12-19T01:51:00.002+08:00

so,this is what happen to me lately I woke up at 7 in the morning(yeah i know it's early for me).then i go bath and wash my face...then i go to cook my breakfast which is eggs burger and some bread...super boring morning i know...then i feel asleep while eating my breakfast believe it or not...hahha...i don't know why too...hahahx then i wake up around 10 just to watch a repeat of Secret,i think i fall in love with the actress d...coz i keep repeating the movie for like the 15th times??lols...in the afternoon felt really unfit and decided to run at my apartment car park,crazy idea came up...i remember watching the contender there is people using sweat bags to make theirself thinner....so i use the same way....except for the sweat bag....i use jacket...ran for around 45 mins without a purpose....some people even look at me as if i am a weirdo or something...lols...enjoyed the attension since it was so funny to see them look at me....hahaha....thrn at 3'o clock or so I started to chat with Chia Yi via facebook i recieve like what err 15 msg??lols we crap bout EYTC again since it was the most unforgetable camp for both of us,then discuss bout where my future lies...Is it really extra points for guys who can cook??lols...enjoyed our conversation by the way it was very long since we had such a good conversation...hahaha...appreciate the advise given "mom" wakakakkaa....then i stay at home cok up curry chicken for dinner...haha...delicious!!!using dairy milk as the ingredient...and after dinner chatte with a few of my friends bout nonsense and wasting my time in front of this computer until now...it is like 2.09 a.m and i still cannot sleep...i think i have insomia but din even go see a doctor to confirm it...hahaha....so that's all for my boring thursday and friday...can't wait for Saturday hahhaha....ahhaha...

~alex the lion~

i like u but i don' want u to break up with him

stupid and funny

2008-12-17T22:20:00.004+08:00

here it goes again my stupid rambling that i doubt anyone would listen to...even if you people would I doubt that you people will understand what am I gonna say actually but I still gonna say it since it my blog and I do what I wanna do...hahahx...okay stupid enough ramblings...don't blame me I have a habit of crapping nonsense non-stop...okay back to the topic I went to the CTC camp and mix with alot of different school people there,I kinda get close to them you know being a joker or some sort.It really brings me up that what I have a talent for making fun of people or make jokes to persuade people...hahhax...maybe i should go do stand-up show at a near by pub...see if got any supporter...hhahahha...see see i am going out of topic again...well i need a person to follow me out this saturday,any volunteers??what am i gonna do when i see people walking around with couples while i walk alone...kinda jealous but what can I do...haven't found a suitable one yet...the suitable one has other one so no point i go break people's relationship right??the morale of the story is To Have But Not To Hold hahah....is emo a bad thing??can anyone explain to me why can't I emo...lols...back to ctc during the last night of ctc i unite a couple!!hahah...one of the happiest thing that i did in CTC hahah...the second thing is I help Infekted patrol win best overall...hahahax...

looking good Kai Yann^^

p.s (don't kill me,I advisor lai remember??)

after everything is over,i went to macd and took this picture with Wai Kin aka President Of The Secret Society hahaha....should have one more picture eh,but then i deleted it...so left one...haha...then another very funny picture is Kelvin from Kenga patrol,he was bluring on the 2nd day of camp while blurring his PL ask him to cut some jut...while measuring the jut one arms length he fell asleep below the table...As I and the Pl stumble upon him,we laugh as loud as we can and all the blur-ness is gone since is so hilarious...hahah...

okay,that's te end of my stupid blog fot today thanks for wasting 10 minutes of your life by reading this blog...haha...

~alex the lion~

roar!!

PICTURES

2008-12-15T16:27:00.003+08:00

owh yeah the &th south traplex pictures that i promised you,here it is...haha
http://picasaweb.google.com/omartan90

CTC'O8

2008-12-15T15:00:00.002+08:00

After a week finally everything is over,the winner is pcghs!!!claps they really deserved it you know...cause they din have a single scout in their patrol.well maybe me cause i help them...hahha...at first i thougt the ego of the 8th sounth ex-scout will prevent them from winning so i really don't put much hope...but when they announce that thy win i also very happy and glad that they are not that egoist.although CTC is not better that TX but i have to say this,they work better than Tx mia ppl...all their senior was kind(even belanja me 100plus...really nice and i work willingly even have alot of fun making fun of ppl...this camp really makes me be a more independent person....think more maturely now although that i still wanna be a gina kia...always think myself as a form 2 wakakkaka...i tell people so...hahaha...CTC really give a chance to see other people lifestyle of sadness and happinest,like Pl Por Kai Yann really is the most happiest guy in the planet right now...am i right??too bad i deleted the picture or not i show you the prove...hahahx...sometimes when we don't even know a person but they know who you are...that is a very good achievement for me...i know alot of guys and girls there,but i can't remember their names since there is like 30 people in the whole camp...but they still remember the up to nothing poker face alex the lion...but really everything you do and say influence some other people like example i tell Kai Yann to take things slow...he did accept my advise and use it..Cause he know what's wrong and what right for him...glad that i went to this camp...and even i have to waste another year attending this camp i really think it is worth it...cause it is really a endless journey of knownledge.somethimes it make me wonder am i going the right direction to choose the career??i go to this camp and discovered that really this is what i wnated to do...seeing people happy alsways and the smile on their face when they really get something...this is pretty much my summary for ctc eventhough i really enjoyed it...i doubt that i will be there next year,since college life is coming up,but my results...will it be good??will it be bad??i really don't even know what to do or say anymore cause what is over is over...but if GOD really give me a chance...let me re-live my EYTC life...i had the most most most most fun of all in the camp and that camp makes me who I am now.THE END

~amanda aka alex the lion~
(stupid Genia give me the Amanda name)

CTC'08

2008-12-09T22:35:00.002+08:00

well ctc pre-camp starts today and yes you guess it right...i was there...and amzingly i saw piyi there too...hahax...pity pcghs they din ahve a single scouts in their patrol all dunno do what...haiz...tipical of 8th gts ppl...(no offence)then i go there because i promised mei wan that i olud help her and tze lin...since they lose in Traplex...yeah they go two camps...siao and waste of money and time...but what to do...no guides goin d...and their senior was like a table took 3 hours to tie finish...for me i sure screw them up d...hahah...then i just remember that i lost my earphone on the camp...someone 'accidentally" took it everytime sure got one okay...make me tekan nia...last year go ctc lost my whole beg stright...haiz...mysister sure screw me up wan....because she lend me eh..haiz...how to explain any ideas people??
that all for today since i damn tired...and replying msg from WONG SUE YIN!!!haha....
until then...

~alex~

traplex 2008

2008-12-08T14:21:00.002+08:00

well i go to traplex 08 as helper...gone for 6 days...super tired now,but i decded to blog aboout it hahah...pretty nice the camp enjoy it much...except for some part(not mentioning it)Joe Jin was there too and Wong Weng Hin too...we talk alot bout my last camp EYTC!!!haiz it much betetr and more co-ordinate then this bla bla bla....Chong Yen was very kind to me...crap most of the time....the camp was better this year...all the patrols and unit was okay...then some patrol was in trouble...the helpers "help" them to solve their problems...some sort of backdoor way hahahaha...in the end Falcon won...Cobra second some bla bla bla...then i go to beach day...get wet and sand!!!my pants get torn because they use force to trow me in the water...then some of the guides that i know from previous camp threw sand at me...and call their friend to do it too...all damn high d coz camp is over...but my wholeody is aching coz doing all work...haiz...then go into paradise to bath adn wash up...some gossip with hendry...shhh....will not tell it...hahahx
i am sleep anyway now...so goodbye...tomorrow will be CTC camp i am going I think hahha...today gonna get a good rest and go tomorrow...hahah...btw...pictures will be post later...after i wake up...hahah

~alex the lion~
maybe it just another crush

Outing

2008-11-29T21:13:00.010+08:00

Well after spm kinda free nothing to do really,and super super boring

so i decided to go help matthew in his exco meeting,i gonna cut this short because i am sleepy hahha...being super late on that day...(i promise 7,but i reach at 1)so i decided to do super hero stuff...by sliding down a scorpion that someone broke that day...and painted the bottom with silver and black after i painted all i discovered something interesting and some bad news...the bad news my shirt is covered with silver and black.the good news i see hear some gossip while i was under the scorpion...hahahah...lawak right...here is some pictures of the scorpion and a banner that wai kin and jit shern painted half way...

the one Wai Kin and Jit Shern painted

Future Leonardo Da Vinci at work...hahahx

the next day i kinda lazy wanna go meeting after my incident,so i asked mandy out...this morning she sms-ed me say she can go...so i get up from my bed and get ready to go out...manatau i discover i got no transport...so i ahve to beg my sis to fetch me there...pity pity me!!!don't know how to drive yet...haiz...then when reach there i go see some book i wanted to buy for christmas gift...quite expensive!!!then i don't wanna buy cause I think Borders would be cheaper..hahahokay then i meet up with mandy at popular.I saw here friend forgot what is the name d hahah...thenwe go to food court and have some claypot rice...then my dad called telling me my grandmother very ill and going to ko anytime...haiz...have to desert her coz my dad called...but i decided that i will teman her until she eat finish,so i waited until she eat finish only went back...and btw my grandmother still live and gonna see sunshine for a few more weeks...so it's so tekan coz i have to ppk mandy...Sorry again!!!!and i got some pictures of her eating!!!lols

kinda blur coz i was laughing...another picture

look at how gelojoh she eat...lols!!!don't be mad okay...hahahx
i think this is the 1st time i ever post pics in my blog...lols so if i did wrong tell me okay....
and the end!!!thank you for wasting your time viewing my blog.

~ALEX~
tsmly

It's all over!!!

2008-11-27T20:10:00.002+08:00

I finally finish my examination!!!
alli gotta say is phew,after i finish checking my essay and words
i straight pass up and walk out...the first reaction is YATTA!!!
You know from Heroes,lol!!!
then i saw jumping around like an idiot..hahaha
glad it was over but,but if it's over
where do i go from here??
I know first thing I gotta do is learn motor and car
Then is find a better jobs,and then choose a college to study
Any suggestion guy and girls??hahahha
well after my exams i go to 7th south meeting for their excos...
well i was kinda piss off that the davids go cut his hair for 4hours...FOUR HOURS!!!
that's damn long...and for your information he came back with a reason the barber shop is closed!!!
that pissed zhao sik off...well you can expect the rest
he got up and whack davids ass off!!!i kinda like he get his butt kick...
so i just sit there and enjoy...wakakakaka...
iknow kinda evil but this is what some people say is KARMA!!!
lols...but the colleteral damage is our scorpion is destroyed...haiz
that this is everybody's effort and got one guide exco cried coz all her hard work is destroyed
well 2moro have to get up early to help them do the scorpion or not won't finish in time
and owh yeah....anyone got ideas what to buy on christmas present??
hahaha...
that's all for now...
i need a good night sleep because I need to go meeting tomorrow

~alex~
ilysm

One week left to dooms day

2008-11-03T22:38:00.005+08:00

I have been thinking too much lately...what if tomorrow is the end of the world(none related to tom cruise)=.=what bout all the things i need to say??what bout the things that i need to do??what bout the things that i missed??kinda thinking too much...but in a good way...i totally forgot bout spm ^^.then there comes wei ern...asking me...wei no need study ar online some more...haiz...then it snaps me...i still has 7 chapters of sejarah,whole hw of maths,stupid add maths to practice...well not to mention b.m.there is a saying kalau tidak dipecahkan ruyung masakan dapat sagunya or belakang parang diasah akan lebih tajamnya,or hendak seribu daya tak endak seribu dalih or well kinda alot d right.practice makes perfect...hahaha
and i feeling emo again d.Have anyone watched HSM 3?I see the video in youtube a very nice song from zac effron and vanessa ann hudgens,damn nice...the title is Can I Have This Dance?The song is so romantic...and like it's got a very couple like song...i am daydreaming now...imagine i can sing the song with someone i love...

Gabriella]Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.
[Troy, Gabriella]Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next
(chorus)It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)Can I have this dance

[Troy]Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all

[Troy, Gabriella]And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are
(chorus)It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)Can I have this dance

[Gabriella And Troy]Oh no mountains too high enough,oceans too wide,
Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

(chorus)It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance.....Can I have this dance.....Can I have this dance

It is on my head for at least two days now...meaningful and romantic...a song to listen guys
believe me....so go find it!!!and back to studies...i am getting better at history...must be the al-alex in the making ^^gonna get back to it too..so bye people!!!

chia yang
i love you

spm days in 10

2008-11-01T23:25:00.003+08:00

well kinda counting down my days to spm
it's freaking tension when think bout it...
and i kinda jealous why otehr people got graduation day
only the "cluster" din't have such things and to think about it,
it's cluster school!!!it should have what right...
well the answer is no by the way..
must be the Ramli bin Din mischieves...stupid person
you know our second trails is conducting now...
while other school like sggs doing gerak gempur,they do trials exams.
haiz it sucks!!!

well what to do a month before i am out of school...
school magazine sucks!!!
capture my face like an idiot you know...
and other pictures is captured blurry...
no standard...and where is the picture of me cooking!!!
you guys promised me that picture or not i would't agree to cook.
in anyway i miss you guys...
remember our american football game...full of laughters and lawakness
i sounds gay right??believe me i am not...
okay up to now i have been wasting 15 minutes of precious time to study...
but i am too lazy to study...

owh ya...something interesting happen to me last last week...
when i was coming back from school,i bumb in to denise...
last time i met her she siong me like wanna kill me lidat...dunno why
but this time she smirks at me...weird how a girls changes appearance everytime
lols...but what to do i get my together and bang the lift door when i step up of the lift...
pfft...my my...look at the time...gotta go!!countdown 9 more days!!!

chia yang
miss her...

invisible~

2008-10-26T16:36:00.004+08:00

Remembe i say if i find a song i like i am gonna post it...

here it is...

i just realised how nice is it yesterday...and so addicted to it...

there,with the lyrics Invisible by Taylor Swift.

Enjoy,hahahaha

Invisible
Taylor Swift
She can't see the way your eyes,

Will light up when you smile

She’ll never notice how you stop and stare

Whenever she walks by

And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her

But you are everything to me

And I just want to show you

She don't even know you

She’s never gonna love you like I want to

And you just see right through me

But if you only knew me

We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable

Instead of just invisible

Their is a fire inside of you

That can't help but shine through

She’s never going to see the light

No matter what you do

And all I think about is how to make you think of me

And everything that we could be

And I just want to show you

She don't even know you

She’s never gonna love you like I want to

And you just see right through me

But if you only knew me we could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable

Instead of just invisible

Like shadows in the faded light

Oh, we’re invisible

I just wanna open your eyes

and make you realize

I just want to show you

She don't even know you

Baby let me love you, let me want you

You just see right through me

But if you only knew me we could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable

Instead of just invisible

Oh, yeah

She can’t see the way your eyes

Light up when you smile

study study study

2008-10-24T15:15:00.005+08:00

well,spm in 18 days...I am so dead...i haven't even finish studying history biology and so...
haiz,well i did give up on chemistry and add maths...calculations are hard on me...
hahaha...but thanks to lim peng chew(physics teacher)
i really push on in physics...not gonna give up...
i am sure i can get at least A2 for it...hahha
yesterday i went to school to settle my setiausaha stuff for scouts...
as i went there,there is a announcement saying that we have to go to the hall for some stuff
i get pissed for coming at a wrong day a should jsut stay home and sleep...hahha
what can i say...i am a lazy guy...
then i saw Melvin,Greg,Jackie and Zamir.Melvin being the guy that can drive,
give us the idea of going to the state library...so we all agree to do so...
but first we have to stop the sound of our belly drums from playing...
We went to many places but all seems to be closed...geez i wonder why...
then the smart Zamir suggested we go to mamak stall and eat...
so we all agree since there is no other ideas=.=
as we go there,we see the price of the food...one mee goreng for 3 ringgit...T.T
pretty expensive...so i decided to skip...the owner is like pissed off cause we only order drinks
but greg ordered roti canai kosong...
we then move on to the library...it was so early only two or three people was there waiting...
waiting fo what u think...the librarians taking their time to go open the door and stuff...
pretty slow...i then discover a horror book a book killing and ghost haunting
get totally distracted and read for like2 hours or so...then only started to study history...
bout 12.30 we went back school and the assembly is still going...but a few students manager to sneek out and eat so i do the same...
after eating,the food is so much that i really bloated...
so i went to play basketball...bad decision...
on playing i dicovered that i am not feeling so good...so is my stomach...
so i stop and wait until my father fetch me back home..
when i go home i straight popped some medicine and went to sleep...
the end...woke up bout 6 to watch slam dunk...
basketball freak...hahahx that's all
zhao

missing you,
alex lim

after so long

2008-10-19T22:19:00.004+08:00

well,i kinda lazy pass month and totally frgot blout blogging...
unil my friend ask me bout it...
not to mention its been what 7months since i last blog??
i even forgot my password...lols...luckily i remembered it back after a brain storm
hahahah...well spm in 23 more day before spm starts...
haiz...kinda sad...not because i can't study or anything...
its just after spm your outta school you know...
and i still unsure bout my future...and i miss my schooling friends
yesterday i went ot my school hari anugerah and i was involve in it...
i get second placing for inter-house volleyball game...
but too bad,as felt its so boring in the hall,i went to play basketball in the court...
when i came back,you guess it my turn its over...haiz...
luckily someone manage to take my place and get the award for me...
or not i am so dead*phew*
so many time in our schooling days u will get a chance to go to the stage???
well in my case i went up 6 or 7 times before...and i blew it this time...*sigh*
okay,i promise i will blog more often and write bout the remaining day of me in school
hopefully it will be a sweet and meaningful days...
then after spm only i will decide which path am i going to...
the future is still quite blur for me...

truly yours,
i miss the day i hug her.......
alex lim

song song song!!!

2008-03-05T22:09:00.002+08:00

i decided to post the songs that i like to the blog...
every two week or so...i will introduce a song...
hope you people love it...
so starting now...introducing a chinese song from 周杰伦 called 彩虹(cai hong) aka rainbow
here's the lyrics...as if i noe how to read it...hahahah
哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

that's all...update next time...

2008-02-21T15:40:00.002+08:00

well....quite long since i blog...
dun blame me...
i was busy wit studies...
alot alot of homework...
haiz...last week valentine's day...
i give her forever love cd...
her frens say it was boring...
how a heck i noe wat 2 buy la...
u all dun wanna help me...lols
but then she happy bout it...
at least i think so...
n she wished me...so not bad la
after all...we got a bit progress la...
n i still waiting for her...
hahaha...
well got to go now...
have 2 do homework...
so lazy...but have to do...hahahx

yours truly,

alex

2007-12-30T17:49:00.000+08:00

n owh ya...congratz 2 everyone dat get 7 A...
i jealous rite now...
but i will try hard nex year 2 get good results in SPM...
hahax...n bout skul reopening...hope u all prepare d...
skul is goin 2 start again...lolx...

Reopening of School

2007-12-30T17:31:00.000+08:00

well camp over liao...hahax
here is da results...
Best Overall:Xappirohs
Runner Up:Vires
2nd Runner Up:Zephyr
i lazy wanna write da rest d...so this is it...
hahax...well after camp...
always go out...
no time 2 write blog...
so now oni i write...lolx...
went gurney a few times wit xappirohs patrol...
i was a part of it de kayz...so dun jealous...
n dat day...watch movie...sitting beside her...
anyway..it's was super cold dat day...dunno y...but cold...freezing de...
hahahaha...she was cold too...hahax...
then wwent back 2 meeting place 2 clean up...
tired man...den we gave a last horse shoe...
making thme cry....lolx...
the end...
Then Christmas eve...
i went bbq at Rooftop cafe...Jo's shop...
very fun...i make some new frens...guys n gals...
i not chee ko...so dun think my frens is only gals....lolx...
den we went 2 beach dat's nearby Jo's cafe...
waiting for count down...we play truth or dare...
n i have 2 hug her in front of everybody...
very malu...haiz...but happy...lolx...she hug me back 2 in case u all wondering....
n after dat we played spray...n spray everyone...lol...
finally 3,2,1!!!!merry christmas!!!haha...watch some fireworks...
den we went back da cafe n waited 2 go back...hahax...we waited until 2...
bout 2 oni adrian father came n fetch us go back home...lolx....
i reach my house around 3...keng ler...
luckily din get scold by my father...or not i am so dead...
but da nex day i was grounded...
n muz go work...haiz...
dat day was da happiest day of my life....
not bcoz we hug each other,,,but because of something else i not goin 2 tell....
Da whole world will noe if i worte it here...
especially someone like TEOH CHUN WEI!!!!!!
hahahahahax...
well now i am stuck at home...nothing 2 do...so dun blame me...lol
anyway....i wrote quite long de...lolx....
lazy 2 continue de...hahax...
sayonara....

yours truly
~alex~

selection day

2007-11-26T23:49:00.001+08:00

well 2day wake up 10...
den bath,sit bus go melvin house....
den in was there time i saw alot of ppl
i was like wtf...so early???
den all blur blur wan...
lolx...sit there 4 awhile...
den is ee some1 dat i now hate talking 2 her....
i was like @#$%&
lol...den i left d...
go youth park set up things...
lol...bout 45 mins later see her again wit him....
@#$%&
owh well....wat 2 do...den later
i called yvonne...said she is comin...lol
den later i saw her...wit oher guys...
lol misunderstood for her bf haha...
lol....den talk 2 her n watch sketch....
during intervals ask Jordan lfetch me go buy ice cream...
yum yum
haha...den continue chat wit yvonne lol....den 6something i go back d
lol...owh ya CLS dance good sketch good all good la...
n sggs was good...lol pcghs okie...n cgl flop...
quite sad bout dat...member mistake...
dat's all la bye

~alex~

i noe da answer!!!!

2007-11-23T00:19:00.000+08:00

well...2day...
can be said as a sad day....
or can be said as a happy day...
either way...my mum goin china soon
haha....i am free!!!!!
lol...run forest run!!!
hahax...xD
well woke up early 2day...
bath den sit Rapid go meeting...
reach there 1st thing they tell me is
guess wat...she not yet come la...
y come so early...swt rite
hahax...den bout 1 something she came...
lol...they start shooting me d...haiz
haha...den cheah tzun n kai yan go buy chicken rice for us 2 eat...
hahax..she see us eat oni...bcoz she ate already...den suddenly she terburn her finger...
bcoz playing wit glue gun..haiz..sim tia...lo...lolx
Davids.Matthew n Ong oso came...kaypo...n find one gal...dat's is Carmen
lol...bout3 they left...lolx...coz she din come....hahax...
we do sketch later dat day...i was blur...den i tertidur...lolx...
kai yan put a sign on my lap...saying do not disturb...lol
so they din disturb me....until i woke up myself...swt
hahax....den we do a little progress on ship...
n go take banner from scout den...
scout den get sabotaj by ppl again...hahax...
yestrday yvonne ask me a question....
y i like her...
2day oni i realise...i like her because she siao siao wan la....hahax....
make ppl laugh n i make her laugh...lolx...dun swt me...
i noe...very geli rite...hahax...
dat's all...2moro hav a aim 2 reach...dat's 2 finish ship n make at least one tower...

yours trully
~alexyang~

sobx sobx....

2007-11-21T22:36:00.000+08:00

well 2 day wake up at 10.30
den 11 go out d....hahax...
reach there around 12...lolx
den we go eat...adrian,alvin cheah tzun n ka yan
haha...lolden we decided that go back 2 house will be useless...
so we go cc...hahax...n play cs....
ka yan so pro...haha...
den we come back meeting do nothing...haiz dexter cry...cheah tzun cry...
coz we kacau him lol....
n do nothing d...lol
hahahax...dat's all....nothing 2 write...n lazy oso...haha
n we eat satay 2 day...hahax...getting more often la....lol
gonna get fatter...lol

~alex~

best in me??

2007-11-20T23:18:00.000+08:00

well....woke up around 12...
haha...standard d...
adrian called me...
oni woke up...lol...
minta ampun yer....hahax...
den not long got ppl on9 d....hahax...
lol...den pengacau on9
she too on9 d....lol...
chat with her 4 awhile....
den poff no electricity,,,
haiz....
after dat i on9 bak...
see nobody...lol...
except her...hahax
chat 4 awhile more...den i off9 d...
mum scold...haiz...
now still on9 chatting wit her...n yvonne
so boring rite now...unknown topic d....
hahax...no chatting bout lol...
hahax...dat's all...
2moro goin meeting...
hahax...eat satay again....lolx...
bye...

~alex~

cinta sate!!!!

2007-11-20T01:36:00.000+08:00

Well,wake up around 10...
den go bath...n prepare 2 go meeting...hahax
when i reach there....can see oni 2 guide oni
haiz...wat le...all go genting...wat a guides...
Oni Jocelyn n Jia Yi
haiz...wat can do...
den she came
haha....come oni very bising d...lol
i had a arguement with Melvin because of da way he treated her...
i beasyok....hahax...so i go screw him up...
end up 2gether go emo at one corner...
den ex scout came...hahax...i run go hide haha...
outsiders ma....crap for a long time...den another ex scout come
haiz...dunno y so lau jua....there all ex scout wanna go
lol...
come back late everyday...
reason???
rapid back with adrian...
haha...be4 dat we go eat sate...hahax...
damn delicious...lol...but expensive...
50 cent per stick....lol
me ka yan n adrian...
den walk back home
n clean my room....haiz...
finnaly finish...lol
can go meeting evertime d...hahax
dat's all...later ppl scold me din write finish yet...
haha...

~chia yang~

late at nite....

2007-11-19T01:18:00.000+08:00

well yesterday nite form 10 p.m.
chat until 3.15 a.m.
hahax...GT ppl paksa me 2 talk bout somethings....
lol...i talk wit her until 2 oni den she left...
haiz...so sad....lol...
den 2day 2 oni wake up....
hahax....
i juz wake up oni on9 d....
lol...den 4 awhile oni see she on9 d...
hahax...talk wit her again...until 4...
den she afk...(away from keyboard)
lol...so i shut down my com...
go bath...den on9 back...
den chat with her until 1....
after dat she gtg d....haiz....
but never mind 2moro is another day
haha....2moro meeting again....
tru her i noe i few more of her frens...Yvonne n Evelyn
they paksa me 2 tell them things...hahax
but eventually i oni tell Yvonne
coz i think i can trust her...
but 2 bad...kena ugut....hahax....
i noe u gonna read this....lol
i must buy haagen dazs for her....
hahax...dat all....
still chatting wit her...so bye...
i will keep posting....

~chia yang~

Happie Holidays!!!

2007-11-17T21:13:00.000+08:00

Well happy holidays guys n gals...
hahax...bet u all r busy goin vacation rite...
lol...how lucky...haiz...
i am stuck in Penang again...for the 4th year....lolx...
But never mind...at least i can go help at ppl meeting...
hahahax...dat's the good thing bout it...
One of my school mate is goin 2 KL...
N never comin back...haiz....
will miss him...same skul since standard 1....
din even manage 2 say goodbye...
because i go meeting dat day....
haiz...bye Joel....Good Luck there k...
N take care...lol...
finish da sad things....
i wanna potong d la....
very sien k...holiday everytime lidat wan....
got nothing more interesting 2 do d....
haiz....i was wondering was my life meant 2 be wasted like dat
hahax...
maybe it's for studying....lol....
anyway....dat's all.....
duno crap wat d oso la.....hahax
i will keep posting....

Training Camp!!!

2007-11-12T15:39:00.000+08:00

Apologize for not writing so long...well not wasting time...
I was busy with goin meeting helping adrian..
haha..All muz come CTC campfire!!!
guess he get wat skul??
CLS...well sorta meet back my guides...hahax
So went there for few week...
N ABC...lol
meet new guides form 3...lolx..
my intention of helping adrian?
scope la...wat else...lol...
jokin...jokin...gt la abit...but not really...hahaha
kkk...enough...
I juz wanna go for camp for da last time...
coz this is da last year can enjoy life....
life is getting harder by the days...
haiz....sigh...
so enjoy for dat last time...hahax
so help him pia...n his meeting place is da most close 2 me wan...
But da meeting place sucks....as in human...haiz
gt ppl lecture everyday wan haiz....lol...dun wanna talk bout it...
plus kena rumors from PL adrian chuah n jocelyn haiz....now
ppl avoid me d la...see la u all....haizz
insaf d la...
NEX year SPM!!!so study!!!
n Good luck for this year guys n gals...

Blame it on me!!!!

2007-09-14T20:15:00.000+08:00

Well...it's very long since the last blog...
ermm....Oni 4 words can explain this...LAZY!!!!
hahax...well i wanna thanks Wei Ern 4 helping me sell da t-shirt...
n Jolene for not buying!!!!lol...blek...
okie....where do i start...31st of August...i,Joe Jin,Chong Yen,Mou Jian and Kiatisak went 2 cc....
hehehe...rematch of CS...cause they besyok i win them da last time....lolx
da result...i win!!!claps claps....hahax
Den lately Young Enterprise conducted a BBQ at Paradise Hotel...
quite fun...Except for da part dat my hp get soaked in sea water...now at repair shop...haiz...
waste more than 100 bucks repair...den BBQ time solo mission created a fire...hahax...not bad but very hot oni....BBQ at da beach+SAND=Food that contains SAND!!!
den later at nite sleep at da hotel room...8 ppl cramp in 1 smal room....
some more got ppl snore da whole nite...make me cannot sleep...or i dun wan 2 sleep...watever
hahax...den da nex day went 2 da swimming pool n swin...sobx sobx
i 4got how 2 swim d....haiz....last time Batu Lanchang period swim very well....5 or 6 years din swim oni 4 get how 2 swim d....haiz....
den after swimming,check out d...called my mum oni 2 discover she cannot fetch me...no car...
hahax...den muz tumpang Melvin car 2 Gurney...
Upon arrival...Ivan calling his gf....Melvin da same....haiz...
later went Ivan punya gf came i n Chuah like lamp post...hahax
den not long later Melvin's gf oso came...this time i am alone....feel very very very...lamp post...
luckily i called my father n he came n fetch me...hahaha...
den go 2 my grandfather house n play wit my baby cousin...
After a while my older cousin came....we go play mahjong....hahax
2 ppl play oni wan...very syok...lolx.......
Thursday this Biology...I disect a stupid small frog...cannot see anything oso...
quite small...da lungs,liver,intestine n heart...hahax...den da smell of da frong stuck at my hand
dunno wash how any time oni can wash away da smell...
hahax
dat it....nothing 2 write d...hahax

Failure.....T_T

2007-08-05T18:35:00.000+08:00

maybe some of u all knew it...
but some dunno...
i fail 2 climb da mountain kinabalu...sob sob...
hehehe...but never mind...my fren sucessfully climb it...
Justin Loh Shern Cho...da nex TL for 2007!!!lolx..
n he make 1st south name once again proud...(claps claps)
hahax...but 2 bad...even he climb it...he injured his leg...
me 2...sprained ankle...but dat's not da reason it fail 2 climb it....
da real reasons is i under estimate da mountain....hahax...i was one of da fastest...
but i ran out of water...so i wait for my Justin....waited 2 long...
Plus da cold temperature=cramp....haix...
dat okie...manage 2 push until da 4km place...den overnite dere...spend da whole nite sobering...
den da nex day...waited for Justin oni 2 realise he injured his toe...
den help him 2 take his beg...plus mine diwn da hill....phew...very very heavy...
manage 2 bring it down...da nex day back ache like hell....hahax
this is da summary of all d climbing...da long ones lazy 2 write...
wait for my photos to come oni write k....hahax

~chauz~

Good Bye Penang,Hello Sabah!!!

2007-07-27T16:59:00.000+08:00

Well...as da title....
u all might guess it...
ya...i am moving...xP
for 4 days...lolx...
lolx...goin 2 conquer da Mount Kinabalu...
hahax...can skip test...how good...lolx...
well...only worried bout one thing...
Can i climb da mountain?
hahax...u ppl gotta wish me luck....
xD...n gonna bring some pic bak...
hopefully...safely there n safely bak....
hehehe....goin on Sunday....
Comin bak on wednesday...i think...
Anyone wan some souvenior?can go buy...
But muz pay me lolx....xP
Me broke liao...xP...so if buy...cheap cheap wan can d rite....
hehehe...dat's all...

AGM!!!

2007-07-24T18:29:00.000+08:00

Well,miss alot of blogging time because of AGM of 1st south...
well da result of da AGM
Prob TL:Alex Lim
Prob ATL:Christoper Ong
Prob VUL:Justin Lo Sern Choo
Prob VUS:Aaron Raj
hahax....last week was a busy week.....
I went 2 8th south camp...n be a helper...
hahax...generously overnite there 4 2 days....
on da 2st day help them build gadjets....den second day...
We do cabaran!!!I after helping them for so long....
it is time 2 torturte them...hahax
But after torturing them.....i got punish!!!
Midnight of da 2nd nite....i got hit by a bicycle....
Outside of PFS....haiz...
Whole leg bleeding like shit....den bruise all over da body....
haiz...den Calvin or Kelvin...dunno how 2 spell...
Came over at midnight n help me cook for da members....
he so good at cooking dat even i eat non stop...hahax
instead of a torture camp this is a enjoy camp....lolx
dat's all...for 2day...hahax

2007-07-13T20:15:00.000+08:00

well nothing 2 write bout....
lately very boring at school...nothing 2 do...lolx
suddenly din hav da spirit 2 study...
plus busy wit secretary work of 1st south...
yesterday AGM of basketball...
i noe Jon u angry...n Gary besyok...
dat he get vice...bo huat la...
Peng Chew blind ma...wat u can do....
come more practice oni lo....
hahax....den i gt blister onmy legs...haiz...
Play bare foot somemore la....now regret d....
nex week agm of 1st georgetown south....
Everthing depend on this de....
So anyoone intereted 2 join can come....if i gte ATL post...
I can say dat u all we hav a high score nex year....
(this is bribery!!!)so u all tempted 2 join....hahax

2007-07-07T11:01:00.000+08:00

This whole week not in school at all...when 2 da science fair...at kepala batas..lolx
2bad we oni get 2 win 3rd place n a consolation prize...haiz...
CLHS won...but some of it is not as good as other schools had done it....
Den at wednesday....i met Chia Yi...hahax...she was so blur...i was standing bout 2 feet away from her oso she din see me...swt...
den kenny was asking y cgl din come yet..i was like y u wan cgl 2 come??lolz
Den da participant of CGL came Kenny was so high....walking by da place uncountable times...
den i oni noe dat he likes a gal there duno wat name wan...4get d...
hahax...some creations was very gud...den was ideas was well let just say din deserved 2 win...
okie...well on friday...i was suppose 2 go tuition...
den i remembered dat gt concert on Dewan Masyarakat Penyayang...
so i ask my god sis she gt go or not....
she said yes n wanted me 2 go...so bout 6.15 i ask my parent i can go or not...
wit luck on myside...they said yes...phew...den i ask them 2 drop me at MacD...
i was finding her...so i went upstairs...den din see her...
so i tot she din come yet...went 2 buy ice-cream...den walk out 2call her...
She told me she arrive d...sitting dere...swt...
din see me....den like telling me waa u so tall d r...
hahax...she was wit all her frens...so i was kinda of "kekok"...hahax
Den they intro...suddenly they ask me i gt transport go 2 da concert or not...i was like WTF!!!!
4get bout it...haiz....Den try calling ppl come fetch me go...
but no ppl goin oso...haiz....
den she tell me her fren can fetch...bout 6 ppl sitting a kancil....swtz...rite...hahax...
manage 2 arrive there safely....lolz...
den i remembered dat chauh is goin...i sms him...ask him...he said yes wit a "fren"...
hahax...den i said muz intro owh...den i realised i am a lamp pose...so i chau...hahax..
after an interval...he asked me 2 sit wit him again because her fren's fren sitting wit her...
so mostly she will talk 2 her n he will talk 2 me...hahax...his "fren" sister was so quite...
lolx...Den da concert was quite fun...din really in to it...oni talk bout other ppl....hahax...
met alot of ppl there...n some old frens....
after all dat went bak home...get lectured...haiz....studies come 1st...so in n so on...watever la...
Den poof...tertidur...hahax....so dat's all hahax

Lame.......

2007-06-30T18:52:00.000+08:00

U noe it so lame 2 come schools during saturdays....
haiz...wasting my time 2 sleep....^^
wat's worst...i had gastric....haiz....
damn pain....like wanna cannot even sit up straight...
gt even once nearly faint in assembly n a long horse shoe...
(for info its for scouts)(n maybe guides)
Den i help kenny finish up his project....
hehehe...get 2 ponteng gotong royong....
den we discovered dat not enough material 2 redo some part...
Peng Chew drove me near sunshine farlim 2 buy stuff...
u noe his car damn creepy wan....gt all rubbish oso gt...
His parking skills is number 1!!!
After turning corner...he pulls off da car key n jump out of da car...
Wth!!!==!i was freak...coz i tot we kena rob...lolz
den he tols me no time d...muz hurry up...swtz rite....
hahax....after skul ends...called my mum tell her no need 2 take my report card d...
coz she won't make it....hahax...(phew)]
my results..well juz said it's BLOODy hell...
hahax...den wait 4 my dad 2 fetch me....i wait at least 1 n a half hours for him...
Jam on da way 2 my skul....
N u noe money can coz ppl 2 hate each other....
Juz wat happen 2day at me....haiz...
supposely friends bcoz of money turn enemies....
dat's all......

Bad Excuse....

2007-06-29T20:55:00.000+08:00

Well...whole week doin physics project for science competition....
Den trouble began on wednesday...One guy name Tze How...(Gay fella)
Dat stupiak fella comes 2 da project place jzu 2 ponteng n ppl allow him 2...
while we pia like idiots doin stuff 2 finish it...he sit there playing wit da laptop...
damn tulan wit da gay bastard....some more act like damn great...as if he really good in physics...
haiz...talking bout him oso makin me tulan....hahax
Nex monday 2 thursday goin kepala batas doin presentation!!!
hahax...get 2 ponteng again...lolz
den da gay fella agrees 2 go oso...swtz la...later he said not sure...when da teacher comes he said can...
after dat he said cannot...got tution....so irritating see him...like wanna punch him lidat...
Prefect this year all so cun....hahax...some of it la...hahax
den i dunno i gte or not...but hopefully yes...(drool)
hahax...not like wat u think...i juz wanna be a 'good prefect'^^
n make sure da chap ceng ppl all get caught....lolz...
anyway....anybody interested in buying my T-shirt????
I still have u noe....i give u ppl discount...hahax
N 7th n 8th south is conducting ATC...so will be very busy helping my palz building gadjet..
lolz....can show skills dat i learn...hahax...

~A fresh start~

2007-06-23T23:34:00.000+08:00

Well,2day woke up late....very late...lolz
About 2.30 coz watch movie until very late...hahax
I wonder wat hair gotta do wit dicipline...
coz da hair rules...is back...haiz...
It is d oni proud thing i ever hav...lolx
n now is gone!!!
haiz...nothing special happen 2day accept dat i hav 2 go cut my hair 2moro...
really got nothing happen 2day...very peaceful hahax...
n i hav nothing 2 write bout...expect my team gotten second place...
n another 1 get 1st....hahax
dat all 42day...nothing 2 write also...
ROMPE!!!

bored!!!

2007-06-22T21:18:00.000+08:00

U noe i never requested anything for my life....
i juz hope dat my life is simple n hav a gf....lolx
but i hav a lot of god sis...n i think they really cared bout me...especially Jo...n Wei Ern...
Hahax...u better buy da shirt...lolx
so i dun really ask 4 more...hehehe
but all i really want is my soul mate...
is it dat really hard 2 find it???
i am try 2 get over it...but i reaaly easy 2 say then done....
Do u noe how it's it feels like 2 loving someone....
but i dun really care anymore....
Now i hav 2 concentrate on my studies...rite...
NO!!I wanna get King Scout...if my parent really support me...lolx
n myself working hard...really hard...but i will try my best!!!
so all i am trying 2 say scouting help me 2 get over my pain.....
well dat all i trying 2 say n nothing else....
N plz try not 2 perli me...make me remember back k....muahahaha

~ponteng~

2007-06-18T11:35:00.000+08:00

Well there goes my 100% attendance....
coz i din go 2 skul 2 day bcoz i am 2 tired...
Saturday was pre-camp....We build all our gadjet on dat day....
I wanna thanks Zhao Sik for planing all dat....n my guide 4 doin da work wit us....
Sunday camp!!!Started cooking bout 9.30 end 1...
Cooking was fun!!!but da food.....was ~quite cook~
half way cooking it rains....so is saturday...damn la....so sick!!!
but i work better under da rain....hahahx
dunno wat time wong called n came 2 help us...thank him too...
although we oni won best gadjet....i was proud 2 say dat my guide was da most hard working...
I mean it...they were da most hard woking n very pia....all of them were so good...
Really thank u gals...
well da continue wat i wrot last time....
i am ok now...so dun worry jie....
n plz stop perli d la....kesian me k....
n yen nee...thank 4 da smile...make everybody release tension abit...
so gals...keep in contact k....hahax
fine fine...i noe...u wanna noe da result...
Sri Pinang won...as espected..coz they all come with guide n scout together...
so it easy 4 them 2 find meeting place la...swt!!
Never mind....jie thanks 4 da time dat u perli me...make me very malu...
but i sure rmb u wan...
xin yee...i am ok d k....dun be worry or guilty....
Yen Nee....ur laughter make everybody 2 laugh wit u k...so thank you again... keep in contact
Jo...thanks 4 all da square lashing dat u tie...(alot k)....hahax
another ine i dunno ur name but...thank u oso....
Thank my slut cousin 4 helping me wit da shoe rack...
Zhao Sik for all da gadjet...
Nickson for notice board..
Chris thanks for everything....
Sim...ur sawing skill....very ho liao...
Wong...for da rice...hahax
Mou Jian....thanks for nothing....gt ur members...
Thank God i din lost my finger....n my members safety....
N anyone dat i din mention...dat time is da time dat i blur...so dunno....thank u oso....
Thank 4 da memories!!!!Two days n One night....
Good Job!!!Well dat's all....i will remember ya all......

long long day...........

2007-06-10T12:48:00.000+08:00

Yesterday woke up early....
den go 2 wait 4 bus...2 go komtar meeting melissa there.....
den when i pass han chiang....Zhao Sik n Sim was there d....
so we went there together.....
Upon arriving....i call melissa said we arrive d...but then she told me she not yet come....
swt....so i n zhao sik n sim went 2 eat....walau the food there damn expensive.....
make me pokai....n got no appetite 2 eat d....hahax
den xin yee n melissa came....
so we wait 4 bus...u noe where we go...
BALIK PULAU....WALAU!!!!
So damn damn far...1 n half hour of journey....torture n boring!!!
After it seems like an eternity....finally....sampai juga....hehehe
Den we wait 4 melisssa sis 2 fetch us go her house....
Waa still gt at lest 15 min be4 arrive...so pek chek....
Zhao Sik n Sim pakat sit together so i have 2 sit beside Amy(Xin Yee)
den when da car turn they sengaja push me closer 2 Amy....
haiz..when i saw her house...i was quite suprise...coz it was BIG!!!!
lolx...den another suprise...her house was loaded with DOGS!!!
bout 13 of them....Some was cute...but i was 3 was like HUGE...n fluffy..hahax
Sim got chewed by one...hahax
Den we went 2 test cook our backwood mans skill....lolx
I was like arang....n smells like gasoline....
Den Zhao Sik n Sim go rest...i muz do all da work by myself...sob sob...
den it BBQ time....wat they made is actually not bad...NOT BAD oni....
Den i found out dat Melissa's dad was actually 7th south KING SCOUT....waaaa
den her mom was queen guides...so keng man!!!
after BBQing we continue on wit our meeting dat was talking n mostly doin nothing....swtz
den Zhao Sik muz go bak...so we went bak together wit him....
Melissa was lazy 2 follow us so...her sis drive us 2 da bus stop n drop us there....
den she turn bak n tell us da bus juz left...so she will drop us at itam bus stop....waa so good...
den after a rough ride...Xin Yee told me she was dizzy n feel like vomiting...
i am sitting beside her...so if she vomit...i will be da victim...lolx
When we arrive at da bus stop we are lazy 2 wait 4 bus so....
we called sapu...hahax...i pay most of it....swt...sob sob
Den we drop Zhao Sik at Mahindrama coz he need 2 wait 4 her mom there....hehehe
den we go until da pier(jeti)n drop Xin Yee...den i called her 2 call me when she arrive at home...
juz 2 confirm she is safe....hahax
den after like 5 min...she call me d...told me arrive d...so fu*king fast.....
Den i n Sim sit bus go 2 SK...hahax
we played bout 2 games den played TD...lolx i am so noob...
den Zhao Sik came...den after a game or two...they decide 2 go bak...
leaving me alone!!!!swt!!!
so i tell Zhao Sik drop me at Rifle Range...
i go meet my gigolo cousin....lol...hahax
n my grandma too....
bout 10 i n another cousin went bak 2 his house n play Resident Evil 4...
So creepy...n geli...hahax
At 11.30 oni i get 2 go back home....hahax
dat all 4 long long day....

~Bored~

2007-06-08T17:09:00.000+08:00

2day nothing 2 do...
I finally get 2 put janice song on my blog!!!
So hope u ppl enjoy...
2day com something wrong...
msn cannot recieve message....
N i called Melissa call me...
we talk bout da shirt...
I think gonna be failure d coz cannot be finish in time....
N whoever took my Venessa Hudgen album...
Can plz give me bak???
Btw....anyone looking at this....Transfer 4 me 3 bucks...PLZ
I beg ya....emergency....
dat's all i will keep posting.....
but after holiday...won't be posting this much....
coz will not have dat much time....

Late at nitez

2007-06-08T01:47:00.000+08:00

Well it's 2 a.m.
still on9...chating wit Jolene...lolx
she so evil...din give me advise...
Screw me up some more...said i childish!!!hmph!!!
Suak!!!Well 2day was kind of bored....
Do nothing accept looking at this com....
dem around 4...went down go 2 take drawing from Zhao Sik...
He wrote Forbidden Love...in a wrong spelling....swt write
he wrote forbbiden love...lolx
anyway muz redraw...haiz
sure cannot finish d lo...
Early in da morning i woke up den went out...jalan jalan....
When i come bak...got 11 miss call...6 message...
keng la....one message from her...(hu else)
Ti ar,wat r u doin,y dun ans da phone?
Childish call u until crazy d...
Swt rite....dunno gt another 1 from wei ern....kacau me wan oso...lmao
den one from MBS fella...bullshit wan
ask him come collect da fees on wednesday he din come...
now oni asking me when can collect...my hp no credit so cannot reply...hahax
Anyone hp gt credit sent 2 me plz...i will pay bak...it urgent...
went 2 tution...den my dad fetch me n my sis go eat dim sum...
hahax at nite...amazing in town got alot....
eat until damn full...haiz..getting fatter n fatter...
so 2moro will be very tired coz din sleep yet....cannot sleep oso...lolx
meeting 2moro was cancel...so dun mind sleeping late...hahax
Update on my football team...i lose again...cannot blame me...
my team was hit hit injury risk.........hehehe
miss a penalty..so unlucky...
dat's all 4 2nite...still on9...bout 8 ppl still on9 oni...they all oso go play dota wan....
left me n jolene chat...hahax
dat's all see if i woke up early enough i will write more k...
or will go test new version of dota Ai....heard they all become very keng d....
hahax....
Good Nitez!!!
a ni ya se yo!!!!

~T-Shirt 4 sale~

2007-06-07T12:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterday meeting at macd.........
I woke up around 10....den was doing da same thing i am doing now....hahax
After dat iwent to shower den go wait 4 bus...2 go 2 macd at my skul...i was looking at da clock...
so after the bus came...i went there n it's oni 11.20!!!!n i promise my jie jie melissa aka tiger....
dat i will wait 4 her dere so...lolx hav 2 wait until she come....
so i sit there doin my plate...lmao...den gt one uncle came n ask me how 2 sit bus go 2 farlim...
i tell him ler....but then when da bus came...he juz sot there like an idoit...
den i decided 2 help him....i kept watching da bus 2 come....den finally....it came!!!lmao
after da uncle left...i still waiting for her 2 come...lucky i gt plate 2 do....or not will be like an idoit doin nothing....hahax
After it seem like n century....finally she came...lolx
walk wit her go macd....
Den she go buy macd n eat.....if there is a competition 4 most slowest eating...
she could win it....hahax..
after dat she help me cuut satay sticks...n help amy doin name tag...
Or she din do anything at all....lolx
After a while(i think oni 2 hours).......
she said she is hungry again....lmao
n wanna eat ice cream...lolx
she wait until 3 den oni she went 2 buy...coz amy said so...lmao
After dat we decided 2 make t-shirt 4 our cookout....
our t-shirt very cheap nia 15 bucks....Large n Medium...hahax
So if u guys wan plz come find me...lolx
after da meetibg...Zhao Sik came....4 a while..
den he fetch me go SK...hahax
test new hero....dark seer was nt bad...den undying 2 was quite useful...lolx
Den some hero dat looks like panda...look like it...but actually its like zeus...
lolx...after dat he fetch me go bus stand...n i go bak myself....
reach aound 6.45...den i went 2 shower...den sleep 4 a while..
Woke up around 7.50...went 2 tuition...on the way goin there...called Melissa wit public phone...
So expensive..1 buck gone in 60sec....lolx
Tell her bout price of da T-shirt....
den went 2 tuition...half way da tuiton...my cell rang...n all ppl was like WTF....
i ran out 2 hear...it Zhao Sik...asking me da T-shirt....
So i told him....n went back in.....
again in da class Melissa called me again...swtz...i was like damn busy...hahax
den talk wit her 4 10 min....Like ponteng tuition lidat...den called her 2 call me around 10 p.m.
At 10...she called me....we talk 4 quite long...den she told me her house bill is goin 2 shoot up
like water...so hav 2 close........hahax..
den i wait until2.30....watch England match....lol
Can oni last until 1st half...den i tertidur d....lmao
Dat's all....PLZ support my t-shirt...n if u guys want plz tell me...
message me...or tell me when i am on9

~FoRbBiDeN LoV3~

2007-06-06T10:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday morning...Zhao Sik fetch me go Majestic Height....
but dun have helmet....swt...so i go lend(with force)...hahax
After dat erm...we were lost in paya terbong...haha.....
den finally we found da condo...so happy...den Zhao Sik 4 gt 2 wear his helmet....
after answering hp...suddenly in front of us came out police....
blocking us....den ask for his license...i was freaking scared...kena saman!!!
lucky din kena...phew!!!!
After dat my jie jie/mei mei hahax....laugh at us...
later went 2 her house.....dunno howmany spare house she gt....lmao
Da house gt air cond...n tv...quite special shoerack....
Haha...I kena buli by them....Amy...i will remember u....
She damn teruk....throw me satay stick...rotan me somemore....
i mangsa deraan...HELP!!!hahax
Actually i kacau her until she cannot tahan d...even threw maggie mee at me.........
I was promoted 2 divison 4 at my game..lolx......
after meeting...went 2 galaxy again.......hahax wit zhao sik...
Do u guys noe dat DOTA 6.44 come out d....
New heroes....lolx...i like da one dat looks like troll...
HE is gay man...2day gt meeting...
so i think post until here.....
hahax...

~yawn~

2007-06-05T08:50:00.000+08:00

yawn...morning guys....gt meeting at 10.30 2day...somust wake up this early....swt rite...
Ivan i noe u rich gt good hp 2 take ur pic....but i din hav...lolx
so i think u all hav 2 wait 4 my pic...so dun be mad at me....
besides i am not photogenic....
maybe i post photo of my meeting or camp k....with leng lui...dun worry...lolx
As u noe i play Yahoo!Soccer Manager.....rite...I LOSE!!!!haizx
Anyway....start new team n i won!!!!hahax...Yesterday...wit 2:1 win over some team....
Btw i try 2 put Janice's songs on my blog 4 u all 2 wnjoy k....
I will miss you!!If u noe who u r....
Yesterday was quite boring....must go tuition....hahax
Went there with a satay sticks...doin my plate...lmao
Den my'mei mei'come....i showed her da plate....she was like wtf....lolx
den i told her it's a plate...i noe it was't nice....but at least can pass kua....
2day bring satay sticks 2 do at meeting...plus help 'mei mei' 2 do log book....
I think they gonna do something weird 2day but i amnot sure so....
until nex time....toddles

Shake legs!!!

2007-06-04T15:20:00.000+08:00

Hihi everybody........lolx
2day shake legs again...sigh...
anyway..shake leg does mean doin nothing...
i added a cbox..so feel free 2 drop me comment...hahax
btw 2 day meeting cancel...so i got time 2 write....
hey dun blame me...blame Zhao Sik....he ppk me...go ipoh....haiz
Recently i listen to new songs....i dun think it's new anyway....lolx
Janice Vidal(衛蘭)...she a very good singer from HK...her songs very nice
Especialy her song called 离家出走....Run Away From Home....very nice....
so hope u guys check it out....lmao......
n plz leave some comment so dat i noe u all check it out...lmao

Boring!!!

2007-06-03T11:59:00.000+08:00

Well its Sunday n i am stuck at home...
it sux...so again have 2 shake my legs in front of the comp...hahax
Recently i played a game called Last Chaos....lolx
it quite fun although very very long game....n it is on9 game 2....haiz.........
anyway...my character level 10...lmao...
plus yahoo got a new game call Yahoo!Soccer Manager....
lolx....very syok...but muz be very good in saving ur money n mp(manager point)
so i played about 6 round(one day one match)won 3 but draw 3...it case
u wonder....i drew last nite....haiz...
2moro won't be writing blog....got meeting 2moro wit da guides...xD
So dat's all for 2 day's daily doodle...hahax...

lolx

2007-06-02T11:30:00.000+08:00

well it saturday...still shaking leg...haiz
all da housework is done..hahax
but then my hp no credit d...swtz la...
now at galaxy....in case u wonder...it is like sk(sekolah kluster)lmao....
anyway...wit my cousin now...playing dota...his team is kinda noob....hahax
btw...2day got LTC at Youth Park...it 7th south camp...hahax
maybe later go disturb...lolx
i think dat's all 4 2day's blog...lolz...lalala

~It's June now~

2007-06-01T12:45:00.000+08:00

okay...whre do i start...erm..this morning gt woke up by joe jin...
coz he wanna ask me how's my cookout goin...swtz
den i go do my chores...haiz...after an hour of cleaning...
Finally i am done...yeah!!!
2day my grandmother comin back from K.L...
so i will be meeting her...i miss her...hahaha
So i think i will stop here...since i cannot think of anything 2 write yet...
so i will keep posting later at nite...i think...

Morning!!!

2007-05-31T08:31:00.000+08:00

Well it's 8.32 a.m. in the morning...yawn....lolx
got meeting with da guides 2day so have 2 wake up early...
i noe swtz rite so early...but i have to...since i have not yet learn 2 ride BIKE!!!
hahahax...anyway...now at sk(Sekolah Kluster)lolx...
so it quite empty..since it still early...couple of guy playing dota...
they r so noob...lmao...
o i gt ppk by Zhao Sik...coz he wanna he his scout meeting...
hey wat bout mine!!!!swtz
den i have to say....wei ern sms me last nite until 1 a.m.
nearly cannnot wake up 2 day....hahax
i think my games starting now so have 2 stop here...........lalala
btw....wei ern very good wan...lolx

1st time posting...

2007-05-30T19:29:00.000+08:00

welcome...
watever u gonna call it...
yesterday was Miss Universe 2007....
lolx..drool...swin suit competition was nice!!!
well da winner is Miss Japan...
that nice...but last year,Miss Japan should won it already...
This year's Miss Japan,Riyo Mori...is less pretty n sucks than last years
miss japan...Kurara Chibana...she should win...but then..
haiz pop out a stupid Miss portirican i not sure how 2 spell it but..
she is ugly...n even fainted durind da competition...sux rite...
but then she won..haiz...
all i meant is the Miss Universe pagent is stupid n useless...hahax
2bad 2 miss USA coz she slip..ouch...
anyway...godd luck 2 Riyo Mori..coz u gonna need it..hahax